my mood was really bad today. bad to the max.

sorry. because of this, i backed out last minute.

misery, why are you here? or maybe, it's partly due to my big auntie. pms you know you know. pw, studies, friendships, personal problems, mental. they are good enough to kill me. maybe i should do some reflections for the entire week.

i know i slacked off quite alot lately on studies. getting tired easily, unable to focus for long. val, must get your momenturn back alright? work hard for promos! you must promote this year alright.

i think pw has shortened my lifespan. probably 10 years! puohua said maybe i only can live up to 30 years old. so minus 10. i only left with 3 more years to go. -,- i think commitment is the key man. why can't we be more committed to it? we just left with like about 2 more months to go? why don't we just give our very best and stay committed? and after OP, thats it. we can say "ahnyeong!" to pw. i know i complained alot. i know i can't always blame you guys. like as if i'm not at fault at all. but i would rather you guys tell me what's my problem and i will try my very best to change. maybe we should stand on each other's shoes and think. seriously, it's sickening to get pissed every time. i know everyone has their own problem. but please understand. i know you guys may/may not see this, but i just want to say how i feel. we pissed off. we cried. but almost nothing has changed. i don't know what else can we do. i don't want to regret when we got back the results. please, give your very best and commitment. ):

friendships. i don't know. probably things have to be clarify. the feeling had been haunting me for long. i hate it. so friendship changes as time passed? no longer like what it used to be?

jokes can make people laugh. but they can also make people's heart ache.
i thought you all know, but actually i'm wrong.
i thought i'm okay, but actually i'm wrong.
so what if two years have passed? the things are still there. damn.

♥ 8:49 AM