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Friday, September 22, 2006

haiii...
today, this will be the last time i can use the com until exams end.
no msn.
no internet.
no blogging.
so for the coming 2-3 weeks, i am not going to use the com...
sad...

but now there's no point of using the com le.
i have lost the significane of coming..
no point.
no meaning.

the wish will never come true...

-vaL-


9:04 PM


Thursday, September 21, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!

MAN XUAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

VANESSA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


have a nice day! x)

-vaL-


9:42 PM



taggy!!!!!

-joey- yep. i m juz 1 yer old. cool. haha.
-shihui- same to you. haha. xD
-oswell- ya. quite spastic. haha. xP. no lah. she's my nai ma leh. =)
-shihui- erm... i think both of you are. haha. xP
-shihui- but i don't hv. =/
-huitng- hihih.x)
-yimei- AH GUI!!!!!!! no. u r jelly gui. haha. xP
-jackson- hello. yep. rainbow will appear.
-huiting- but i m cuter. haha. xD
-yimei- where got?? dun hv. xD
-yuting- wahahahahahah. xP
-qianhui- hihihi. AUNTIE!!! i know u miss me. haha.xD
-huixin- okay. same to you.x)
-tiffany- where got. i so good. haha. i tagged le. xD
-yimei- bursted alr... haa.lol.
-yimei- lol. haha.
-weiting- yep. hope so. i think definitly will de bah.
- yunsheng- hihih. rmb the suzhou girl who admires you. haa. x)


-you are the one who brighten up my day-
-but it seems that my wish won't come true-
-is it the end???-

-vaL-


9:40 PM


Wednesday, September 20, 2006

ooooooooo... i hv quite a long time nv update le. so i will hv a very very long post today. haha. when to start???

saturday

school anniversary. at first rite, i was doing crowd control in the hall n hall usher. ltr on rite, for no reason, i became pao tui de. i ran up n down the stairs. after that, even when it's going to start, i was forced to stay at the backstage there by ms ong. den i was even asked to help those alumni to take care of their belongings... eeeeeee... their costumes yucky. not nice. ltr on, when actually i can go back to do crowd control, i lent my nametag to a choir member. den no choice got to stay at backstage. see. i am so kind-hearted. haha. after that, i still got to bring some stuffs down the canteen(including the knife for the cake at first). haha. den i still got to bring the knife all around the school to find the auntie. looked like a killer. haha. finally, it ended. refreshment time. den i went up to hall to help for crowd control. den all of us were staking n putting the chairs and tables back for the prelims. luckily, those sec3 e1 n e5 guys helped out. some teachers oso helped out. or else, by the time we finish doing, it will be so so so late lah. den mr tahna rite, he thanks everyone but not us. so bad. we are free labour is it?? after that, we were playing with the balloons. after we left the school, ziyu, u=yimei, yunsheng, oswell, chun yang n me were like public nuisance. haha. playing so crazy. den they kept poking the balloons to burst it. evil, wa a fun day isn't it??? n it's oso a happy day for me. haha.after that, my mama dragged me to my grandma's hse. reached home at 12 i think. so tired. xP

sunday

early in the morning at 7am, i company my mama to ntuc. see i so guai n xiao zhun. haha. i bought loads of sweets. all sour sour de. haha. xD

monday

not much in the morning. but i knew my ranking rite, i was like so sad lah. but nvm. work hard n study. if nv study you will die. this is wad i told myself. lol. haha. den in the afternoon, i went to amk's kfc with ziyu. ziyu ate 5 packets of chilli. haha. i posted the pic another day. i took it. haha. den after that, she company me to popular to buy the tag for my bro. den we were laughing like hell. cos, the popular there does not sell those tag with clip. den i saw one. that one looks like measuring tape. den blah blah blah. funny. haha. oh ya. before that rite, ziyu n i were like crazy. haha. we were spraying the deodorant at each other. one side of her sleeve was even wet after spraying. den the smell is like wa so strong lor. den we kept laughed n laughed n laughed. haha. lol. xP

tuesday

after school, wenxun, pook, yan chang, jianan, ziyu, yimei and i went opposite to hv lunch. den we were eating, n crapping. lol. after that, we went tp 7-eleven to buy the hip hop jelly. n pook they all are so disgusting lor. they sucked until the jelly so long. only jianan is normal among all guys there. haha. kenny and ronathan oso joined us. aha. lol. pook sucked the jelly until so long that it dropped onto the mud. so eeeeeeeeeee. den ziyu n yimei went to cover it with mud. n took photos. lol. after that, while we were walking to interchange, we were like public nuisance. haha. we were playing, pulling each other bags n i was like screaming. nope. all of us are screaming. den those 3e1 guys walking in front of us were likeing, keep looking behind. so funny. lol.

today

the food from sumo sucks. so yucky. hip hop jelly rocks. haha. no lah. mushroom rocks even more. haha. xP


7:51 PM


Tuesday, September 12, 2006

haha. hm... this time round i hv really sorted out my thinking... haha. now i m very fine. x) hm... thought through loads. when i was on my way home, i was thinking all this. friendship friendship. why will all these turn out this way??? there must be something wrong with me when like a no. of friendship turn so yucky. and after thinking for a while, finally i knew the ans. this year round, loads loads stuff happened, causing to like so .. erm... the present me. i realised that after getting so much hurt or .. etc, they caused something wrong with my heart or head or brain... causing me to be so disappointed with everything... for example, myself, ppl around me n things around me. i know i make alot of ppl so disappointed with me. even myself is disappointed with myself. lol. but so, i am gonna stop all these. i am gonna to heal myself. i know i can do it. it's just i want to it or not. i am going heal myself and heal everyone. haha. x) trust me. i can do it de. i am able to amend the hole in my heart. haha. and here's the happy-go-lucky vaL. i won't be pemissitic. i am going to stay happy everyday. cos i don't know what will happen the next sec. haha. chim chim. haha. vaL is revive by doc vaL. woots. haha. believe me. i believe in myself. i am not going to disappoint anyone this time round. i can do it de. i can do my best for this time round exams too!!!! trust me. =)

i m so glad that i am learning everyday. i m glad that i am growing up everyday. getting better!!!!!!!!

whooash. i finally able to own the courage to do it. haha. i believe we can. gambatei vaL. jiayou vaL. x)

-vaL-


7:36 PM


Monday, September 11, 2006

hm... i know abt that one le. but still don't understand tthe reason. haiii... nvm. just let be first. lol. okay. i only one thing to say for today....

BABIES, MUSHROOM and DANCE rock all the way!!!!!!

haha.
it's really true.

arghx. my ca2 results sucks. nvm. jiayou vaL. gambatei vaL.
rmb...
MUSHROOM rocks all the way...
haha. xD

-vaL-


5:44 PM


Sunday, September 10, 2006

-confused-confused- i m so confused. i really don't understand you... but you can't expect me to go n ask u: " are you ****-ing to me???" again. den the ans i get is "i m not ****-ing to you..." it's like so ... i still dun understand why we will become this state. -confused-don't undertand- can you tell me why-i doubt you will-

without realising... it have been 1 month... i have been dragging with this for 1 month... this whole month was not easy... i have been through loads. tears, forgetting, remembering all, learn from it, apology, saying thank you, promise to stand up, fail to do it, carried away by small tiny stuffs,... etc. n many n many more.
like today, i was carried away again by seeing those. they affect me so much though they are so small n tiny. but the hurt they brought to me are so great. i just don't know why this will happen. i m reborn le arh. but it don't seem to. who can help me with this??? i have never been like this before. this one whole month is tough. i don't like. i want to move on. i knew that there are loads of beautiful stuff waiting for me ahead. but just don't why, something is missing that cropped up the whole thing.
when is the day when i really put down and let go???


-vaL-


7:17 PM



HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OSWELL!!!!!!
x)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MELANIE!!!!
x)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WEIQI!!!!
x)


haha. 3 friends of mine's birthday. cool. x)
hope u all enjoy the day!!1
hah.


-vaL-


7:00 PM



omgosh. guess how long i spend to do my math hw????
2hrs....
so long rite???
it's juz 6 qns leh.
let me tell u why... i m so pro to use 2hrs to complete 6qns.
cos all 6qns on statistics mah.
den the first 3 qns wif part a and b need to construct out the bar chart, pie chart, histrogram, frequency chart, ...etc.
so for me, after drawing some, if i dun like it, den i erase away n redo. haha.
lol.
lame rite???
haha.
xD
still got lit passage based.
jiayou bah vaL.

xD

-vaL-


6:56 PM


Saturday, September 09, 2006

so cold...
all so cold...
all the warm n cold were the past...
but the cold for now is freezing...
no hot, warm or mild cold...
but freezing cold...
no longer...

why m i so foolish n silly...???


-vaL-


11:54 PM


Thursday, September 07, 2006

haiii...

sink into the thinking in process again...wondering this n that... hope i hv really reborn... put down let go... can someone appear right now??? can you??? idon't want this to carry on... i find that i m really useless... ytd i hv really let go le mah... den why today i m so carried away ??? juz because of those stuffs. it seems so mild n tiny n small stuffs, but it seems to affect me so great. arghx... okay, i think today i m quite emo bah. dun like it. forget it.. i really someone appear right now.

-vaL-


8:35 PM



arghx...
there muz be something wrong with my head, brain or wad....
it screw all up lor...
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wad's the problem with me?!??!?!??
u see!!!!
there!!!!!!!!!!!
is a problem in me!!!!!!!1
arghx!!!!!!!!!
wth!!!!!!!11 wth!!!!!!!!!!1 wth!!!!!!!!!!!1
arghx!!!!!!!11
this is not vaL.
i can surely 100% sure this is not me lor.
wth!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to make that sound again!!!!!!!!!1
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PIGU!!!!!!!!!!! PIGU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PIGU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S. all these above r not refering to anyone, but me!!!! so can juz ignore these nonsenses!!!!!!!!!11

-vaL-


5:16 PM


Wednesday, September 06, 2006

hm... planned to go swimming. but i woke up quite late. =/ so decided to swim tmr. woots. den decided let's mug today. cool. ytd night, h=guess wad time i slept??? 10 plus. so early rite??? cos i m like so tired lah. woots. cool. to sleep sp early. but i was still very tired this morning. ongosh. i m like a pig. keep sleep n sleep. nvm. ppl says when u sleep, u grow. woots. so i m growing. yay!!!! can grow taller mah. xD

hm... i hv decided. it's really time to let go n put down. n go ahead. maybe this will make me better. maybe something good is awaiting ahead. woots. today is a day when i reborn. all things start all over again. me too. okay. so i can proudly announced that i hv reborn!!!woots. now i m officially back to 1 year old again. cool. 1 year old vaL is here. greeting everyone. hello everyody. i m vaL. 1 year old de vaL!!! XD

P.S. i really put you down n let go. thanks. we shall move on. =)

hm... okay. let's mug ppl. work hard for EOYs. cool. lala. haha. MUG MUG MUG!!!!! GAMBATEI!!!! JIAYOU!!!! xD
oh ya. yuuhuu...anybody out there who can be my science tutor??? xD

-vaL-


1:28 PM


Tuesday, September 05, 2006

haiii... this morning reached sch, juz dunno why whe i walked past the path, it reminds me again... arghx... when will i recover??? when will i able to let go??? when can i start all over again???

den when lunch time arrived, juz dunno why... all of a sudden, i was like feeling real tired n sleepy... dun want to eat, talk or whatever... i juz want to sleep. but after lunch break n taking out lynn's council tag n name tag several times, i was fine again... lol. i think there's something wrong wif me. xP but after the lunch break, i realised something... it starts again. arghx. why can't i hv a peaceful holiday??? this problem has arise for lots of times this year. i m like so shu yuan from them.. not like before. now seems nothing to talk n laugh abt wif them anymore. i don't know why... is it cos i hv changed??? is it cos they hv changed??? is it both sides hv changed??? or is it the environment has changed??? i guess most probably is i m the one who has changed... think so.i hv changed to a very negative person. no positive can be found on me. but at least i learnt this from the incident recently.this is what i get from it. dun push the blame on others. yep. i don't know what to do next. but ... haiii... i oso dunno.
think i m hving mood swings again.

what an again day today is...

-vaL-


9:03 PM


Saturday, September 02, 2006

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...................
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....................
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............


why in the world there r such pervertic ppl????
yucky!!!!!
=/

hope i dun hv nightmare ltr on...
arghx...
bad bad day...
haha...
thanks chin tiong n yun sheng for advising me wad to do...
haha...
=)


4:16 PM


Friday, September 01, 2006

i think i m wrong...
i m at fault too to lead to this situation...
i should not hv like pushing all the blame away from me...
i m at fault too...
this is wad i realised today...
i should have stand in his shoes too...
i should not hv only one way point of view...
ya...
so sorry...
i hv think this through...
while i was listening to songs, i thought of loads n loads...
so sorry...
plus, it's really time for me to let go...
time for me to move on...
there r still loads of beautiful thing awaiting for me ahead...
i oso should not have run away from reality n facts...
i should face the music...
though it's really hurtful, but i will not recover n stand up until the day i face those hard facts...
since i can't erase those memories, then why don't i leave it etched in my heart n mind n treat it as happy memories????
ya...
finally... i hv thought through it...
once again...
i m so sorry....

=) i hv finally grow up...
n i should thank u...
u make me grow up n learn...
thanks...


9:26 PM



haiii... arghx... getting emo now... i hv loads n loads of feelings deep inside my heart...

#i miss 2e5#
#i m reluctant to split classes wif the rest of u all#
#now only left 1 month plus#
#great memories with 2e5#

# the more i feel sad abt it, it means the more i feel happy in the past#
#now it's all in the past#
#the more i say, the more i can't let it go#
#the more i think, the more i can't put down#
#the more i listen, the more emo i m getting#

mixed feelings all over....
#happy with those great memories with 2e5#
#sad to leave to 2e5#
#reluctant to put it down#
#miserable-- wonder wad to do next#
#n all n all...#

emotional me...


3:45 PM