arghx...
i am so kelian...
coughing n blocked nose...
sian sian sian...

rotted at home...
so bored lor...
i want to go out.
i need a job now.
first, can kill time...
second, can have some spare cash...
no money...
so pathetic.
lol.
lamb.
=P


*let nature takes its course*

♥ 9:38 PM

this morning went for science lesson. i feel like killing wenxun. cos i ate the waffle den feel like vomiting. den he said i am pregnant. n ask me to go for pregnancy test. -.- lamb. lol. hah. but he made me laugh non-stop. because of yun nan. hah. and wenxun admitted he's a gay. haha.lol=P

when to gavin's hse this afternoon. his hse is like so big can. still have basement. woots. rich xia. hah. then we actually planned to watch horror movie. but ended no one watching. cos not scary. haha. den we were like slacking around. the guys were like eh... playing ball. lamb. hah. still played monkey. ... shihui bluetooth her baby to ziyu. haha. they so cruel. kicked the baby away. bad bad bad. haha. den we teased yuting lots of times today. first is gavin. second is feng rong. third is kuangjun. hah. lol. den after that, we were like hiding away from yuting n kuangjun. so called de "hide-and-seek". lol. but ended up, kuangjun still spotted us. when we were hiding, wenxun kept laughing. lol. lamb. haha. den all of us(except yuting n kuangjun) lie on the floor to pretend as corpses. haha. den singing as loud as we can. but afterwards, my head very pain lor. cos dunno why, while singing my head kept going up n down. den it kept knocked the floor. pain lor. haha. fun fun fun. we went to j8 a while to walk walk. wenxun left first. den i left. cos i hv a wedding dinner ltr on. but in the end, i don't have to go. haha. so fun today.=D

its not that i want to ignore u or what. but i can really do nothing. i am so tired. why always i take the initiative??? therefore, i don't want to bother anymore. just let it. forget it. just be aquintance. hi-bye friends. for wad for me to be like a silly fool to always take the initiative when u don't even care??? forget it.

okay.
i have already decided.
i won't bother you.
just let nature takes its course.
i am so afraid that uyou would avoid me or what.
so shun qi zi ran bah. =)
though i know that there's no hope,
but i will still continue waiting.
i didn't wish to get anything.
just friends.
serious.

♥ 9:09 AM

friday

meet up with vanessa, fionna, jiaen and nian tee. it have been so long since the last time i saw them. they watched movie before fionna and i went to meet them. we were like crapping there. den vanessa n i were like laughing over jiaen's actions n her zhen zi stuffs. we could not stop. she often wanted to go toliet. small bladder like wad vanessa has stated. haha. after that, we went we like like walking around at j8. we saw a small little girl. she's cute. but dunno why, she ran n ran n suddenly fell n slided pass a shop. then vanessa n i were like laughing like hell. but i laughed non-stop even more. haha. it's not i mean or wad. i laughed cos i was surprised that if you fell den should be jux fell on the spot le mah. but the small little girl after she fell, still slided somemore n the distance she slided is veyr far. can imagine, the distance of a shop for a little girl like her is veyr far leh. i am not meanie okay. i am kind-hearted lor. haha. fun fun fun. haha.

saturday

rotted at home in the morning. i thought it was sunday. lol. and i was forced to clear stuffs in the studyroom. went my ah ma hse at evening time. u know was i ate for dinner??? man tou. so pathetic rite??? =/ haha. nvm. then, didi was like so kelian. being bombard by his mama, my mama, san yi. kelian de didi. he was like perspiring like hell when he was being bombard. i think being bombard by them is the worst thing u can experience. haiii... haha. den emily, sherry, didi and i were like hving a mini teenager conference in the room. lol. omgosh. getting so tired. i started to feel giddy n headache. can't even walk properly. lol. haha. ytd night, signed a treaty with yuan pin. i dun make fun of himabt the xiang si dou. he oso dun make fun of me of the *******. good. reached home at midnight 12. so tired. sian. =P

i have a sudden crave of bread. haha. =D

♥ 12:27 PM

i am falling sick soon. =/ blocked nose...headache...gastic pain...cough...sore eyes...
had a terrible night ytd. at least now is better. =/ still feeling so terrible n sad n she bu de for 2e5. a class we grew up with. but now we hv to separate... i still rmb how we make deng lao shi angry... how we get scoldings together... how we stood outside the general office together... how we mug so hard together... how we play a fool together... how we practise together for the literary evening... how we get so tired after those dance practices... how we cried together... how we shouted cheers together... how we cheered together for the bball interclass competition... how we sing together... how we do the corages together... how we distributed the mooncakes together... how we do our CIP activities together... how we picked up litters on the beach together... how we ate sweets secretly together... how we tease each other... how we make ms tan seow lan angry... how we sell stuffs for our sl project... how we hugged each other... how jackson trying hard to keep us quiet... how shihui n ziyu collecting money... how we moan when we have loads of homeworks... how we loither around at the corridors... how we use our handphones in class... and many many more...

tears almost flooded the classroom... we cried n cried n cried...
2 years together...
time flies...
really...
take care ppl!!!!!!!!

i jux dun understand you... okay. wait. i have already get over this... so dun misundertood. but i jux dun understand wad's wrong with you... suppose that at the least we become friends again... but the way u ...... makes me feel very weird can... friends suppose should not treat each other this way isn't it??? okay. fine. i won't bother anymore. we can juz simply be aquintance... juz hi-bye friend... i took the initiative so many times. why always me??? can't you??? i have already done my best to amend. but i think you dun wish to. =/


i felt terrible when u didn't reply...
i felt terrible when u didn't even say bye when u going to offline.
do u find me very annoying???
or maybe u suspect that i like you???
i did not mean anything...
but juz wanted to be simply a guardian angel...
as long as you are happy i am happy...
ni kuai le
wo jiu kuai le
serious...
i juz wanted to be friends with you only.
i did not mean other stuffs.
really.
i know i am very silly...
juz a silly waiting...
but no matter how
i am still going to wait
=)
juz friends...

♥ 12:50 PM

2e5'o6 has ended. we got to separate... wad a short day today is... a class i will never ever forget... this morning, juz when time is pressing near, we became even more emo... i still can recall those days we are together. laughters, tears, anger, ..etc and now all has come to the end... we have to separate... though we are still able to see each other next year, but the feeling n situation are totally different... i miss 2e5'o6. i miss everyone... i miss our outings. i miss our class spirit. i miss our class motto. i miss everything regarding 2e5'o6. wad a great class is this!!! we watched the movie done by shihui. while watching, all kinds of feelings rushed up. tears flowed down too. recalling backs all the times we had been together... after the movie, tears... tears... tears... deng lao shi cried too. all of us cried. except the guys. the guys felt very sad too. we cried our hearts out. we hugged. we cried. we laughed. all were really reluctant to be separated. we don't bear to leave the classroom. 2e5'o6, we grew up together. i don't wish to separate... but we have no choice. but got to move on. plus, shiling n andrea are leaving. we can't see them next year. when's the day when we see them next?? so she bu de.

2e5'o6 rox on forever.
though our class, 2e5'o6 turns history,
but our hearts are still together.
43 hearts beating as one.

-vaL-

♥ 10:02 PM

hm...
feel so down...
why am i so silly???
silly waiting there...
i can simply jux went off...
but i didn't...
silly isn't it???

maybe it's really fated...
but i will still continue to wait...
shou hu...
de dai...
=)

silly waiting...


hm... tmr will be the class day for 2e5'o6. so she bu de...
i will rmb all those memories we had together. though we are going to seperate... but our hearts are still all together. we will still love 2e5'o6. 2e5'o6 will not end... it will always live in our heart... forever n ever...
our class is so great!!!!! with so many homospians...
#o1- adeline
#02-charmaine
#03-andrea
#o4-wanni
#o5-yuting
#o6-clara
#07-valerie
#o8-melanie
#o9-k.kaiwen
#1o-belinda
#11-manxuan
#12-ziyu
#13-lecia
#14-meizhen
#15-shaohan
#16-camelia
#17-dionne
#18-beatrice
#19-hanyu
#20-shihui
#21-caifeng
#22-stella
#23-huiyee
#24-anthia
#25-shiling
#26-jolene
#27-ying yin
#28-w.kaiwen
#29-zixin
#30-chieh ling
#31- yimei
#32-huiting
#33-jianan
#34-yanchang
#35-feng rong
#36-kuang jun
#37-jackson
#38-kenny
#39-wenxun
#4o-wenkai
#41-ralphael
#42-gavin

what a great class is this..
really reluctant to seperate...
but we have no choice...
time flies so fast...
2 years have passed...
it's fate that brought to 2e5...
we have been classmates for 2 years...
27 hours later...
we have to seperate...
really she bu de everyone...
feel like crying le...
i think i will cry tmr...
plus, shiling n andrea are leaving too...
won't be seeing them so often le...
=/

let's cherry this 27 hours, ppl!!!

♥ 8:45 PM

tar la!!!!!!!!!! haha. lol. eh... today we had talks. wow. haha. the second one better. cos the first talk the mircophone volume is so loud that it nearly burst ziyu n my ears. so kelian de us. for your information, ziyu =ah gou. haha. my doggy. hah. =P but the 2nd talk very ma fan. i got to run down to general office n take the class tags. den got to "xcuse me through the corridors" lol. cos sec 3s were there mah. that pookie so bad lah. while i was trying to look for ziyu, he is trying to trip me down. fortunately, i didn't. he must be very disappointed. hah. =P after those talks, we still got to the survey. i hate survey can. =P so yucky. then we went off early. haha. but we didn't really left early. cos we were like waiting outside 3e1 for ms tan to dismiss them. the time there so long lor. no matter how, i still got to wait. cos got to pass the form n money to huiling. so sorry n thanks you ar... haha. ziyu, yuting, man xuan n jackson company me waiting. haha. thanks loads. =) ltr on, here we went to kfc. i ate the cheeszito pockett. so difficult to eat lor. the chicken dun "bond" together. lol. die. recently, i think almost everyday i am eating shihui. =P

i did a very lame stupid silly blur thing today. suppose to have take 73 back home from amk. but rite, dunno why, i ended up taking 25 and i didn't realise it. the bus juz went straight and i was like so silly wondering of it change route le. lol. cause to walk in back to my hse. lol. plus, i really saw 73 leh. that's why i board the bus. weird. why 73 ended up 25??? lol.

i have a very very honour thing to announce. haha. yisen conceded this afternoon.see. i so smart. haha. =P tar la!!!!! hahah.


left with 2 days. cherry!!!! ppl.=)

♥ 8:48 PM

omgosh. left only 3 days... how???
i will very miserable during this 2 months de lor. i think i will die. why only left 3 days??? i rather no these 2 public holidays. i want to go school!!!! it's such a big misery for me can?? for this 2 months. unless i stop it. or unless i do it. den i won't be miserable. but how to do so??? HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW??????? i will die lor. why will i sink into this??? should i??? everyone say yes. haiii... arghx... help!!!!!!!!!

i promise notto fall into that one again. i will protect myself. i won't let the same stuff repeat its history. i won't let it hurt me again n again. i promise.

i did a very very very foolosh thing today. i lied to myself that it's only a mistake of mine to do so. i did that not for him. i m so foolish n silly.

-vaL-

♥ 8:22 PM

we left with 5 days. sch will be close. should i??? it's really left with 5 days. if not, by the time it will be 2 months later. after this 5 days, i can do nothing le. not able to see.
after this 5 days, we would not classmates anymore. so let's cherish these 5 days. cherry. wondering who will i be with in the same class next year.

okay. ppl. let's go for it. jiayou. gambatei. =)


though it's just standing there seeing,
it brighten up my day.
it makes a smile on my face.

though it's just being a guardian angel,
i am fine with it,
as long as seeing you are fine.

sui ran zhi shi zai pang shou hu zhe
de dai zhe,
dan zhe zu yi rang wo gan dao kuai le.
yin wei ni kuai le
suo yi wo kuai le.

de dai ye shi yi zhong xing fu...

♥ 9:14 PM

Your Rising Sign is Gemini

You often feel torn between two dominant personalities.Sometimes you're adaptable and friendly; other times indecisive and unsure. No matter what, you're the life of the party or conversation.Witty and talkative, you entertain with your stories and gossip. It's a bit difficult for you to finish what you start - jobs, friendships, relationships...There's so much you want to try. You often bite off more than you can chew.

♥ 1:07 PM

You Are Peeps

You're the type that's more likely to play with your food than actually eat it.

You Are The Magician

You are powerful and wise - beyond what anyone can see.Deeply complex, you have the resources to connect to the spiritual and material world.You posses the knowledge to manipulate your life and the lives around you.You also have a great healing power, should you choose to use it. Your fortune: You have unhidden powers that you have yet to tap into. Soon, you will better understand how to use your intellect and intuition. Believe it or now, you will discover how you can manipulate yourself and others for good.You are at the beginning of a path of spiritual enlightenment.

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You're the perfect combo of comforting and traditional Those who like you crave security

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"

You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

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It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.You're still taken in by love poems and sunsetsYou just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

Your Old Fashioned Name Is...

Frideswide Pennebrygg

Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible. You are most compatible with: B and AB Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and

You Are 80% Passionate, 20% Compassionate

You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love.In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust.You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over!

Your German Name is:

Ina Effi

♥ 12:19 PM

Your Elf Name Is...

Fuzzy Ho-Ho-Ho

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence

You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others.Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel.You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations.A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict. You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

Your Envy Quotient: 38%

You are an occasionally envious person, but jealousy doesn't usually get the better of you.You're wise enough to know that envy feels horrible - and does nothing to improve your life.A little jealousy is normal: so go ahead and let yourself feel it. But don't let it bum you out!

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give completely and unconditionally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

You Are 92% Pure

You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human.Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!

Never Date a Capricorn

Somber, demanding, and freakishly logical. Emotions? It's not clear that Capricorn has them.And while it may be flattering for a Capricorn to be serious about you, bad news: they expect you to be super serious in return. Instead try dating: Aquarius, Gemini, Leo, or Virgo

You Are 14% Evil

You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!

You Belong in Spring

Optimistic, lively, and almost always happy with the world...You can truly appreciate the blooming nature of spring.Whether you're planting flowers or dyeing Easter eggs, spring is definitely your season!

hm... i think i m so sian. hv been loads n loads of these. hah. =P

♥ 11:57 AM