56 more days to promos. it's really really time to buck up, pull my socks real high. probably to the knees! mid-years are such a great wake up call for me. i don't want to retain. who wants to retain man? i gonna study real hard. PW at vincent's house was pretty productive today. puohua was happy enough to eat the pizzas. LOL. but something weird happened. and it made puohua laugh like some crazy woman, giggling non-stop. i got hit by a ball intentionally, right onto my eye. thank you ah, weird. you should be glad that i'm not wearing contact lenses at that time. weird.


am i just being too senstive? Or that's really how you feel? i hoped that i'm just being too senstive. i hoped that's not the truth. friendships ain't supposed to be like this. but why? i can't help to think that way. this is not the first time i feel so. and at times, can't help, but to protect myself by stepping back. if that's really the truth, what were the times back then? illusion? because you have no choice? it's really saddening to think that way. importance don't seem to be there anymore. more likely that i can be forgone. doing things for the sake of doing. i pray that's not the truth. i rather to be too senstive.

i still cherish our friendship, but do you? tell me..

♥ 8:02 AM