you all just don't understand what i'm thinking about.
you confirm thinks that "wa, you're so not understanding and reasonable"
yes, i understand the monetary issue.
but the problem doesn't lies that. as in i'm not angry over that i still have to wait for like another month again. i was angry at the start. like wth, again? and i've to suffer with the pathetic phone for another one month. seriously, if the phone is in good condition, i can wait. but the fact it's not.
can you imagine the phone restarts itself for don't know how many times per day and it'll blank out at least once a day. in order for the phone to be switched on, you've to remove the battery, the memory card and the sim card. every time. and i've been doing this for the past 3 to 4 months. who can stand this?
but the main problem is still that word. ain't promises to be kept? maybe you all may think it's no big deal, but it matters to me. i feel that it's related to trust. since you know you will only change it when the plan is up, why in the first place promised that it'll be soon, just waiting for the price to drop? after so long, then tell me you'll have to wait till the plan is due. and okay, fine. i accepted it. cos can't probably buy it with 100 bucks more, just because i refused to wait for just a few months more. but when august is coming, then tell me you've to wait till end of august? i rather you tell me right from the start that i'll only get it by end of august. this 6 months are so much shorter than the 2 months, then 4 months then 1 month.
tell me if i can still trust your words..the worst thing in this issue is that after so much anticipation, hopes, all you get is disappointment and wonders ain't promises to kept. but you all don't seem to understand, just think that i'm unreasonable and childish. i know there's no point for me to angry. but it seems like i can't even be upset or angry over this issue. so i've to bottle up everything to myself. i can't vent my unhappiness by getting angry?
if it's because of the monetary issue, just tell me ah. if that's the case, i'll accept it and just wait. and i won't even feel pissed.
sorry, i'm at fault too, not considering the money issue.
i can't do anything now, but just wait?
오빠, i thought you'll understand. ):
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