mygod. i seriously cannot stand it already. i'm going to WHINE!

JC studies seriously killing me. i hate myself saying, "how i wish school going to open asap" 2 months ago. i must be stupid or something wrong with my brain.

it's so damn tough and hard, killing all my brain cells. if i know how to do, it's still okay. not that bad. BUT i don't know how to. bloody chemistry, mathematics! wth is AP GP, Standard Curves. wth is Back Titration, Dilution, Gaseous State and forming those chemical equations! I'VE NO IDEA! bloody hell.

and the history! you got to remember so much information, dates!

damn it ah. i can't possibly get tuition for both chem and math! $400 just for math. 2 hours per session. 4 sessions $400! and chem?!?

JC is driving me crazy.. sometimes, i can't help it to think of dropping out from jc ah.
how am i going to survive for these 2 years? damn it.

i tried to do all those bloody tough questions, until i'm totally turned off. okay, my mood is pretty bad now. damn. ):

i miss secondary school. i miss zhonghua. i miss 4e7 and everyone! damn it.

at least, i feel better after whining.

♥ 12:18 AM