oh god!
any saviour around? please fall from the sky right now! in front of my eyes.
my brain is breaking into pieces and i'm still having cramps since last night. i'm utterly irritated, angry with myself right now.

valerie eng yanzhi! you're a bitch man. right now, 2 days before your prelims, and you can't even study! you can't even complete your amath practice paper and finish writing your history notes when you have been doing that for the past few days.

i feel like screaming and just simply throw all the things on my table like a lunatic. yes. i'm mad. bloody hell. i'm trying to control myself not to swear. or whatever.

my mind is wandering around and rolling towards the things that i shouldn't vexed over at this point of time. walao. i feel like slapping myself. bitch eh.

i've no idea if i'm currently pms-ing or panicking while scratching my head until hair drops or both or none. i don't know. damn it.

valerie eng yanzhi, you're a total failure.
don't be shock if you flunk your prelims.
panick self.

♥ 1:43 AM