oh god!
any saviour around? please fall from the sky right now! in front of my eyes.
my brain is breaking into pieces and i'm still having cramps since last night. i'm utterly irritated, angry with myself right now.

valerie eng yanzhi! you're a bitch man. right now, 2 days before your prelims, and you can't even study! you can't even complete your amath practice paper and finish writing your history notes when you have been doing that for the past few days.

i feel like screaming and just simply throw all the things on my table like a lunatic. yes. i'm mad. bloody hell. i'm trying to control myself not to swear. or whatever.

my mind is wandering around and rolling towards the things that i shouldn't vexed over at this point of time. walao. i feel like slapping myself. bitch eh.

i've no idea if i'm currently pms-ing or panicking while scratching my head until hair drops or both or none. i don't know. damn it.

valerie eng yanzhi, you're a total failure.
don't be shock if you flunk your prelims.
panick self.

♥ 1:43 AM

blah. i screwed my oral upside down uh. i pronounced "athlete" as "a de lit". and i tried to correct myself immediately. but it's worse. my tongue tied. and and and i've no idea what crap i'm saying at the beginning of the conversation. walao. ):

roller coaster going on and on. my mood is going up and down like a roller coaster. blah.

i don't like. what's wrong man? tsk.

are things going well for you?

♥ 5:42 AM

hello. finally i went for a hair cut with ziyu and martin today. but my hair..

not much difference man. ):

BUT my ponytail is much shorter now, compared to before. xin tong uh.
okay. i'm not making sense. lol.

okay. back to some usual crap.

i feel damn guilty man. i've been out for both sat recently. not to study or what. but just plainly going out. tsk. valerie eng yanzhi HUI LAI BA! HUI LAI BA! zhen shi de. aiyo.

where's the momenturn man? okay. i must say "no" to computer and temptations from now on.

i'm not gonna use com for a period of time. so say goodbye! this is the only way to welcome As for my o's. yay man. haha. so i don't think i'll be using the com for this couple of weeks. hope for the better.

thinking too much ain't a good thing. it makes people confused.

why is it so hard to be one?): walao.
tell me how to be mean without feeling guilty at the end.
afterall, you're still my friend uh.

goodbye!

♥ 6:06 AM