hm... today's kind of bored and irritating? i have no idea why i get so irritated by myself so easily today. i am so freaking pissed with myself. mod swing i guess. feel a sudden lost. i hate myself at this moment. wondering of all sorts of stuffs. but thinking carefully, i should not think too much. i would feel worse if i continue. just heck care man. jes went to cruise le. happy cruise-ing. lols. enjoy. i seriously don't feel like going to school. its driving me crazy.

i don't get why. its like so sudden. after monday, the whole atmosphere was so different. can't probably expect me to come and ask you. sian.

i don't like it.
its like so freakingly "cold". x__x don't want to think about it. don't want to give a damn to it.

thats the day. but nothing is done.

♥ 3:15 AM