early in the morning. its so freaking humid. had higher chinese paper today. hm... quite difficult. i don't know how to read some words. left with chem, amath and history. had a bad headache. wthell. my gastic pain comes and visits me practically every morning.the worst thing is it comes during the middle of the exam. thats so ... but its quite obedient. i tell the pain to go away first, come back after exam. the pain did do that.

hm... my mood is not right. not in the right mood. i know.
btw, sorry to everyone out there. nowadays, my temper is very bad and i guess i getting very violent. x__x i don't want. i will try to control my temper. try to change it and change the violence. i know its sucks to the core. i hate it too.
sorry, wenkai. xP

has the time comes? thinking in deep thoughts. i am in a dilenma. i am changing... but it seems there are too much for me to change. i getting tired. i guess i have lost myself. my indentity? i don't wish that too. i am so tired to keep changing. but i am afraid that if i don't change, you all may just leave me one day.

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