hm... today was quite alright. we have 4 free periods hur? ms lau didn't come. den we even broke one of the window panel. lols. the "piang" attracted the attention of ms ting. she came next door to our class, and started screaming at us. lols. its was funny actually. and we started discussing about 3e7 class chalet! woots! i love it man. we have settled everything le. muahaha. and throughout the 2 periods, some names came out hur. yiyong is basket. and yisen is SBB. lols. and i am not PS, pure okay. now everyone keep calling me pure. yiyong is the cause of it lah. lols. after 2 periods of chem, 1 period of physic and here come the 2 periods of free emath. muahaha. lols. 4 of us, jes, van, fel and me, sat down on the floor again and chatted. haha. after that, went to opposite for lunch. we have physics spa today lah. or else we can go off early lor. but we missed a thing. almost all 3e7 guys went up, do something. lols. i think they damn united to do it lah. zai hur. xP hm... went for spa. lols. i was being suan-ed by joanthan for so many times during the spa lah. lols. x__x and wenkai nearly tripped me off lah. so pig. and his butt damn hard lah. wait. i didn't touch his butt of course. ... lols. rushed back home for tuition. van and fel went jes hse. i oso wanna go. but have tuition. lols.
we finally talk face to face hur? i meant quite a normal way. thats a good thing. lols. not that awkward le bah i guess. xD friends should like this, a normal way mah. lols.
♥ 3:20 AM
lalalal. shall post 1 more. haha. lols. i don't want go do homework leh. x__x
we did talk after the hi. can this continue? i mean the normal way.
♥ 6:50 AM
hm... lazy to do tuition homework leh and emath homework. but cannot. and i have to redo MY CHEM LAH!!!! i lost the paper. yucks.
when will be the day? its so pathetic and sad that we are just simply strangers now. you don't talk to me. i don't talk to you. just don't talk at all. not single word. not even a "hi" or a "bye". we just walk our own way. we just go on our lives. x__x no way back? can't we just be normal? behave more normal? i also don't know why i mention the yucks. i also don't know why i avoid. i don't want to avoid. i just want to behave normal. but you feel awkward still. this can never happen for us to behave normal. walking along the corridor, saw you. was thinking should i say hi. seriously thinking. i don't know. so in the end, we just simply walked past each other. you just said hi. i was shocked actually. thought you won't talk to me anymore. i guess most probably is shihui asked you to do so. i guess so. when i gonna reply, i thought for long. thinking should i? i hestitated for long to press the eneter button. when will be the day? its so freaking pathetic that, 2 months ago, i was still talking with you, joking with you. but 2 months later, now, we are in this state. life so pathetic? friendship so fragile? i don't know. can you answer me this question? when will be the day?
♥ 6:21 AM
lalalala. i reached home at o23o ytd. it have been years since the last time i reached home at o23o. muahaha. i am such a good kid hur. but i was drenched to the skin. the rain damn heavy lah. and worse thing is from the junction to the interchange, i have
NO SHELTER!!!! yucks. so i just walk lah. i still walked in a very very slow speed. so when i rached interchange, everyone was like staring at this damn freaking wet girl. lols. all my stuffs get wet lah. in addition, my bag's strap kacha lah. in the morning hur. causing me to look like a stupid idiot carrying a bag with 1 strap. den i was like hugging it with my file and emath book walking in the rain. and it was like so long since the last time i went back home myself from school. yep. so long ago. i was sqzueeing water from my tie, shirt abd skirt. and everyone was like looking at me. so malu. in the bus throughout, there were only 3 ppl in the bus. the bus driver, 1 uncle and me. weird. i was like damn freaking cold. i think like a very pathetic dog who is alone outside, walking on the street when it was raining cats and dogs.
I AM A DOG?!?! i was like eating don't know what until i fell asleep. haha. from 4 till 7 plus. so shuang. fell asleep while waiting from smses and eating. zai hur? lols. and i was on the phone with shihui after that. next with yan chang. next with ziyu. next with wenkai, jeslyne and david. what a busy phone day hur?! lols
wondering what happen to you. you are so weird recently.shihui coming to study. wow. we are good kids who study. muahaha. lols.
♥ 10:06 PM
shihui came and we studied. hahah. and we talked. went to amk hub. it was like freaking cold there hur. we talked lots there too. went to ah ma hse ltr. btw, the new interchange opened le. poor yuting. from mon onwards, have to walk for 1o mins to reach home. was chatting with ah bin and yuan sheng at ah ma hse. and we dug lots of secrets out hur. lols. ltr on, was chatting with yuan sheng. den camlia kept on opening the door to interrupt. den ltr on, i was so freaking cold that i wrapped myself with the blanket and fell asleep. but yuan sheng, xin yuan and camlie were so noisy lah. lols. i wanna sleep. lols. i don't want to think lah. just now at amkhub, walking around with shihui and we kept seeing stuffs hur. lols.
canon in D and wedding in dreams so cool lah. hhaa. okay. thats lame.
♥ 11:08 AM
hm... feel so lost. like walking in a maze, no ending, no direction, no destination. just keep on walk and walk. won't know what will happen ahead. won't know what will happen next.
feeling so ... unable to use words to describe.
the feeling of being quiet getting stronger. i am not emo or what. just that i have simply losing the feeling to talk. i am not emo. i don't know what i want.
tan shi yan jing zai shuo huang
ying man bi jiao rong yi ba
mian de gan qing bian de fu za
tan shi li zhi zai chao jia
tui chu ke yi jie wei ma
shui neng gei wo yi ge hao de hui ta
♥ 6:14 AM
erm. okay. realised that i am seriously damn quiet recently. maybe when you see me, i am always talking still. but compared to the past, i seriously talked alot and alot lesser. i don't know why. but kind of feeling really restless? kind of enjoy the quiet? its not a bad thing i guess. staying quiet hur. but van kind of guess what i was feeling actually. haha. after school, thebell rang. but i was still mugging. i am a good girl. hm.. stopped until i went to find them and met van. sat at the staircase and talked. wow. jes came and joined in. soon, shihui and weiting finished their chem test. after that, i continued to mug for a while. lalala. sianed.
being quiet. xD
♥ 4:24 AM
vaL jiayou gambatei!
you can do it!
mug man!
3 weeks later.
everything will be done.
jiayou.
xD
bear through it hur.
gambatei everyone one there!
♥ 6:46 AM
ss and eng exams are over. muahaha.
whatever lah.
♥ 4:23 AM
good girl gonna mug. work hard. xD
response.
♥ 8:42 AM
hm... damn sad hur. i failed both my amath and physics tests. x__x damn sad lah. i must jiayou. muahaha.
woo. everything settled. good good. muahaha. i feel so relieved actually. everything settled le mah. feel so qing song now. lols. but initially, i was seriously not feeling right lah. haha. but i think if really want to clear, at that point of time, one must be calm. unlike me.. just now, feeling freaking bad. lols. i realised lots of things. yes. lots. jiayou bah everyone. x) kan kai hur, must kan kai.
i am not emo lah. just being quiet. being quiet is a good thing too. sometimes. serious. lols.
♥ 6:50 AM
i don't feel pissed or angry.
but disappointed.
i thought i was wrong,
maybe you know its not me.
but i was totally right.
you don't know until i told you.
i can't concentrate. sian. focus for mid-year exam girl. jiayou.
i was surprised you ran to catch up.
i was really surprised.
thanks.
why?
i am seriously very tired. i take a step you move back. i am already taking the step. instead of moving up, you moved back. i am so tired. seriously. i can't hold it long. i decided.
♥ 7:03 AM
i love them! xD
muahaha. okay thats lame.
today is quite a bad day. lols. not exactly one.
surprised you are the first one to make me smile today. lols. hah. thanks
wait. don't misunderstand.
lols.
xD
i feel so sleepy now.
♥ 2:02 AM
hm... i stayed at home today. muahha. i am such a good kid. xD and i realised that mid-year exams are coming soon. next next week will be ss exam. and i hvn't even revise any of it. die die die. lols. okay. thats so random.
another random matter. my 2 plasters are garfield de. cool. muahhaa. shall take pics of it, and post up. lols. let people able to admire my plasters. ... sianed. okay. feng rong is super lame. yep. ...
what a lame post is this.
i can't continue anymore.
too sianed. lols.
think carefully people.
don't make any mistake.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENG CHONG AND JIA LE. xD
i don't know what to do.but i am not gonna care so much.maybe it just don't suits.
♥ 7:14 AM
going out soon with our big big clique. muahaha. off we go to vivo. lols. i am suppose to be happy. but why do i feel some kind of strange and odd feelings lingering around? don't think too much vaL. its not gonna help anyway.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIBING! xD
you are always like that.kind of think that i am super foolish.kind of think that i am super silly.i am the one who cause myself to be in such a terrible state.i hate it man.can i stop it?
♥ 9:18 PM
hm... today i am very hyper in the morning. i kept on playing with myself. and van get so freaked out by that. haha. jes and i were like zi-highing. lols. we went com lab for ce. and we read something that we were so freaked out on. haha. fel so super and pro lah. i was like so damn shock when i heard what she said. serious. unbelievable man. but at that point of time, i didn't you know. lols. applauce for fel. haha. i am so freaking tired now. feel like sleeping. but i can't just waste my friday night like this. lols. wow. dixon just sms-ed me all out of a sudden. and i was like erm... weird. lols. after school, we had the qing gong yan. muahaha. nice one. the special person is the ice cream uncle. haha. this is the 2nd time co treating us ice cream. lols. we had the party at ne corner. gideon was so mean. he kept taking photos of us when we were eating. damn ugly lah. he is so mean. and afterwards, he kept giving me cups of ice cream. and i either give it back to him or push to others. haha. lols. after the qing gong yan, met shihui. shihui and i were like standing aside and watched the npcc promotion ceremony. zai man. hah. i am so happy for yanchang. i think he is like nine clouds up in the sky. lols. he is the head now man. so zai lah. his dream come true. congrats yanchang! haha. after seeing yanchang being promoted, shihui and i left. after yanchang, it was xiuquan. he got promotion too. congrats. hah. congrats all npcc people. xD lols. i think the ceremony was so cool lah. hah. lols. hm.. my intuition is getting worse. i got it wrong. how can it be? lols.
hm...why is this so?shito.forget it.yucks. simple words to describe.
♥ 5:55 AM
went to j8 sakae sushi with jes, huibing and david to celebrate huibing's birthday in advance. haha. we were damn funny there. we did lots of lame and embarrasing things there. haha. but we were struggling there too. lols. david kept burpping there lah. den those waiteress kept laughing at him. and he behaved like one who just fell out of love den kept drinking water to relieve the sorrows. lols. haha. after met jiale and jonathan. and jes went back sch, david and i went to upp serangoon to buy uniform. it closes at o63o not o6oo. lols. i feeling so tired. ...
jiale so zai man. he swallowed that frog lah. omg. frog which was alive. oh man. den we were like all saying, "omg". haha. the guys damn mean. they tortured those frogs. i pity them. and yisen was so lame that he named himself as" private frogs". when you want to call him, you have to call "frogs", or else he won't answer you. lame. haha.
i don't know whats wrong with you.
we seemed so weird.
not like the past.
i know i can do nothing.
but i just hope that our friendship can stay like before.are you suspecting?
♥ 5:56 AM
went out to study with shihui, yimei, wanni, wenkai, wenxun and jianan. we did study okay. yep. we seriously studied. finally i understand about the thin converging lenses. haha. after that, shihui and wanni went to have pepper lunch for dinner. so yimei and i went around amk hub to wait for them. xD afterwards, shihui and i chatted while walking to mrt. lols. haha. off to revise for the tests tmr. lols.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM ZI YU! xD
REPLY REPLY
tiffany: cool. xP haha.
yuting: yep. cheers. lalalla. haha xP
weiting: i mastered that le. its only worry. haha. jiayou. xD
why do you always think that i am pissed with you?
i am not.
not at all.
i can't afford to lose the friendship.
hope you didn't.
♥ 5:53 AM
okay. now i am freaking tired. very very very tired. sian. i want sleep. but have to do homework. jiayou. later still hv to take my shou ze from david. the security guard uncle cheated my feelings lah. he told me today classrooms locked can't take books. but david managed to help me to get it. haha. thanks david. lols. i will study for my tests. JIAYOU! ... hah.
sorry...
i don't mean to lie to you.
maybe its just a white lie.
a lie to salvage the friendship..
i began to worry for it.
i guess i can't afford to lose this friendship..
i seriously can't...
♥ 11:24 PM
REPLY REPLYjoanne: JIAYOU! hah xD
oswell: okay. lols.
yuting:thanks. OMG! hah. xD
huixin: me too! wahha.
jiwei: yep.
GOLD!jeslyne: hihii jes! =D
qianhui: auntie! i will grow tall de. lols. haha. xD
lijun: chio bu! we get GOLD! wahah. =D
yimei: you mean you emo or i emo? lols. haha. xD
abi: yep. x)
weiting: haha. yep. think too much oso no use. haha.
mr ccwj: wthell. haha. i will de. xP
joanne:haha. lols.
shihui: hm... haha. you saw my post le mah? i didn't. lols.
♥ 12:22 AM
for this post below, i am not angry. neither do i feel pissed. but just don't understand. yep. thats all. xD
♥ 7:48 AM
venting everything in the book is a great idea. muahaha. xD had napfa 5-items test. hm... i hate shuttle run. damn slow. deprove le lah. yucks. den i nearly failed for standing broad jump. i think my inclined pull up the most beautiful one i guess. haha. wenkai was so sad that he lost to me. lols. yisen lost his bet to me. wahah. but he won it back at the bet for standing broad jump. eeee. heh. after that went sumo with yuting, shihui, wanni and jennifier. hm... wanni and jennifier were damn amusing. hah. orange huh. lols. after that i went for a hair cut. back within 3omins. including travelling time. and when i got back home, kelly eng and keith eng said no difference. wthell. eeeeee. the fringe slope so not obvious. so i trimmed a little cos there were some long ones hanging there. hm... tmr so busy. i don't know which to go. lols.
so fierce for what? just asking only what. don't know what your problem. treat others like wahaha. den treat me like wthell. this is not the first time for you to be fierce to me for no good reason lah. its not i senstive or what. its just that i don't understand you lah. seriously don't understand what up in your mind. if you not happy with me, den just say lah. i rather you just say it directly, den keep denying it.just an excuse or a lie?why does this always happen?i am so uncomfortable to see that.>.<
♥ 5:16 AM
i feel so uncomfortable to see it...
yucks.
>.<
♥ 6:15 AM
english test... lols. we only realised that this morning. lols. after the test, went to mac with yuting and wanni. shihui and shuling bus-ed with us to amk too. but shihui hv to reach home by 4 plus i guess. den wanni left at 5. so yuting and i continued sitting there eating. lols. and we started chatting there till o645. haha. lols. nice talk. haha. xD
i feel uncomfortable seeing it...but i can do nothing...so just kan kai bah.should i tell you this lie?is this a white lie?or just an excuse formyself?i seriously don't understand you..neither do i understand myself..maybe its really just that i think too much.
♥ 6:08 AM
3 cheers and 3 cheers for CO!
HIP HIP
HURRAY
HIP HIP
HURRAY
HIP HIP
HURRAY!!!
WOW!!!!
haha. cool. syf for us ended today. we were so disheartened after performing. but just now the results were released. all of us damn shocked and happy for it. HURRAY!!!! jiayou!!! xD
i can't think and do anything for it. so hope i can be more normal. lols. went mac with ziyu, shihui and wanni. lols. super amusing in the mac. long story. lols. hm...
can't do anything about it.just let time take in action...secret mission in action.wow.wonder if it will be successful or not. happy birthday, minghan!
CO rocks on! xD
♥ 4:43 AM
co rocks on man. tmr is the day. wow. cool. jiayou co!!!! jiayou jiayou jiayou!
went back sch today for co. practise practise practise. gambatei! xD
why you so pig? simply just don't understand. heh. why am i repeating the same thing when i told myself "no" long ago?let time to take in action...
♥ 2:58 AM
