hm... i read the post. lols. i feel so too i guess. but we just simply can't help it isn't it? it started right at the beginning. maybe i have used to it... maybe i see things in another way... maybe i have 看开了... its just so. we just have to forget them. remember those happy memories. forget those unhappiness. isn't that better? life is just so... just this way. we can't help it. we can't change it. so lets kan kai dian bah. this is the best way... COMPROMISE.
but sometimes i realised that i don't actually practise what i preach. i don't mean the above one. i practise that these few days. from thursday onwards, i have kan kai le seriously. its such a great achievement for me to have no emo no wishy washy no kan bu kai for 4 days. =) thats cool isn't it? so now i left with not facing the facts... soon i will have face the music too. wahah. hope this can goes on this way. there's always a saying of trust, no secret between each other, no telling of secrets in front of one another. but all of us just can't help it. maybe not all of us. i admit that i can't help it. sorry. i did that for quite a several times. sorry. maybe all of us just have too much that we don't wish to say. we just want to keep to ourselves. i find that humans all very amazing creatures. isn't it? wondered if anyone in the world is able to understand humans all over. if there's really one person who is able to do so, i admire you. haha. humans are amazing. humans are complicated. humans are simple. humans are weird. =) humans are ironic too. no one is perfect in the world. so matter what, all we can do is just kan kai dian. lols. x)
somebody i care...i'm all about you...i just don't have the courage to admit...
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