haha. hm... this time round i hv really sorted out my thinking... haha. now i m very fine. x) hm... thought through loads. when i was on my way home, i was thinking all this. friendship friendship. why will all these turn out this way??? there must be something wrong with me when like a no. of friendship turn so yucky. and after thinking for a while, finally i knew the ans. this year round, loads loads stuff happened, causing to like so .. erm... the present me. i realised that after getting so much hurt or .. etc, they caused something wrong with my heart or head or brain... causing me to be so disappointed with everything... for example, myself, ppl around me n things around me. i know i make alot of ppl so disappointed with me. even myself is disappointed with myself. lol. but so, i am gonna stop all these. i am gonna to heal myself. i know i can do it. it's just i want to it or not. i am going heal myself and heal everyone. haha. x) trust me. i can do it de. i am able to amend the hole in my heart. haha. and here's the happy-go-lucky vaL. i won't be pemissitic. i am going to stay happy everyday. cos i don't know what will happen the next sec. haha. chim chim. haha. vaL is revive by doc vaL. woots. haha. believe me. i believe in myself. i am not going to disappoint anyone this time round. i can do it de. i can do my best for this time round exams too!!!! trust me. =)

i m so glad that i am learning everyday. i m glad that i am growing up everyday. getting better!!!!!!!!

whooash. i finally able to own the courage to do it. haha. i believe we can. gambatei vaL. jiayou vaL. x)

-vaL-

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