-confused-confused- i m so confused. i really don't understand you... but you can't expect me to go n ask u: " are you ****-ing to me???" again. den the ans i get is "i m not ****-ing to you..." it's like so ... i still dun understand why we will become this state. -confused-don't undertand- can you tell me why-i doubt you will-

without realising... it have been 1 month... i have been dragging with this for 1 month... this whole month was not easy... i have been through loads. tears, forgetting, remembering all, learn from it, apology, saying thank you, promise to stand up, fail to do it, carried away by small tiny stuffs,... etc. n many n many more.
like today, i was carried away again by seeing those. they affect me so much though they are so small n tiny. but the hurt they brought to me are so great. i just don't know why this will happen. i m reborn le arh. but it don't seem to. who can help me with this??? i have never been like this before. this one whole month is tough. i don't like. i want to move on. i knew that there are loads of beautiful stuff waiting for me ahead. but just don't why, something is missing that cropped up the whole thing.
when is the day when i really put down and let go???


-vaL-

♥ 7:17 PM