haiii... this morning reached sch, juz dunno why whe i walked past the path, it reminds me again... arghx... when will i recover??? when will i able to let go??? when can i start all over again???

den when lunch time arrived, juz dunno why... all of a sudden, i was like feeling real tired n sleepy... dun want to eat, talk or whatever... i juz want to sleep. but after lunch break n taking out lynn's council tag n name tag several times, i was fine again... lol. i think there's something wrong wif me. xP but after the lunch break, i realised something... it starts again. arghx. why can't i hv a peaceful holiday??? this problem has arise for lots of times this year. i m like so shu yuan from them.. not like before. now seems nothing to talk n laugh abt wif them anymore. i don't know why... is it cos i hv changed??? is it cos they hv changed??? is it both sides hv changed??? or is it the environment has changed??? i guess most probably is i m the one who has changed... think so.i hv changed to a very negative person. no positive can be found on me. but at least i learnt this from the incident recently.this is what i get from it. dun push the blame on others. yep. i don't know what to do next. but ... haiii... i oso dunno.
think i m hving mood swings again.

what an again day today is...

-vaL-

♥ 9:03 PM