it hurts... it really hurts... i really put down this time. i m not planning to say out anymore. i don't want it to hurt even more. i really rather it didn't happen at all. none at all. so that i won't feel so hurt now at least. this is the second time i feel so hurt. but i think this time round is even worse than the first time. i hope i can recover soon. time heals every wound... then when will this wound of mine will heal???? nobody knows... i m shattered. now i have know what's "heart shattered into pieces". oh, this is the feeling...
can i get those memories out of my head??? when can the wound heal ??? what a deep cut it is... ya... on 1st of august, it's not the unlucky day of mine for this year... but august is really a bad month of mine this year... all music i listening now, no matter it's happy or sad, they are all tearful...
