early in the morning was really bad... i actually wanted to cry sliently... but end up, lots of ppl saw me crying... thanks for cheering me up. i cried during the 2 free art periods... i cried out all i want. so shuang. but my eyes were real pain n sore after that. at least i felt better after crying.
we went to the chang guan this afternoon, so fun. x) we were like playing around in the bus. den lots of us switched nametags. n wenxun ruined my reputation. he go say i masterbed. lol lor. i didn't. i m pure n innocent lor. lol. den still got wad raping. lol.den i was kenny lye jun ming. haha. wanni was shihui. n we were so loving. lol. so funny. cool.
afterwards, when jiwei n i were in the bus stop, the more i think of it, the more i was pissed. i really can't stand it anymore. i really feel like scolding him lah. den i was hitting the pole there. i really can't stand it. i wanted to ask him. why why why??? i was so hurt. but i tell myself that i won't cry for this anymore... i want it to heal. it makes me so terrible n miserable... i don't want this anymore. i really don't know what to do anymore. perphaps, he didn't even bother about this. now i know why he react nothing, even when i zhu dong. cos this friendship doesn't bother him any even if it's lost. ya. now i knew. while on my way home, i was thinking about this, n i realised abt this. met ruihong on the bus. hah. the bus he board broke down halfway. lol. he is evil. he kept suaning me abt the height. cos he was wearing boots that time, n it was like he was taller than me by a head. eeeeeee.
