i so freaking tired n stress up. i feel that everyone everything is giving me stress n pressure. n i still hv to face myself wif everything alone. i realised that bottling up is so tiring n xin ku. really tired n sick of everything. i m going to drown by all these stuff sooner or later. n collapse. i hv studies, co, council n ne stuffs. so many dong lor. even my mum oso complaining abt these. saying i got loads n loads of stuff. my papa oso say hardly see me, cos really busy. stress n pressure r really pushing me so hard that it's going to drive me crazy!!!!!!!! i really feel like crying... but i keep telling myself to be strong. i keep everything to myself. i were like so ... wad a tough week this is... juz now i were so feeling cheng jiu gan. cos i almost finish the whole scores. i mean finding the notes. i hv nv done so much things before during co xiao zu practice. by myself. omgosh. haha. i m proud of myself. xP. tmr still got to go sch. 8 am. so early lor!!!! but no choice. haiii... haha. had a very good talk wif lynn. haha. she is so lame lor. haah. hm... going to sleep soon. i m so tired. as if i hv not been sleeping for the past 1 year. can u imagine how tired m i?!?!? i hope things will really get better soon. so many dong dong happening lately. causing everyone to be so gloomy. _vaL_ -beautiful ending tale-
