sorry friends!!!! i can't help going into thinking in process... i can't help of getting moody. i can't help of bottling everything deep inside my heart. i hv no choice. recently, i hv been easily getting irritated n pissed. i also don't know why. but i juz can't help it. sorry. sorry!!!!! but anyway, i guess u all won't read this. cos u all won't even visit my blog. so how would u all able to read this. plus, once i am hurt, no matter how u try to compensate. it's useless. i am already hurt. the wound is there. even though it heals, but the scar is there. always there. but no matter how, nobody knows. n so the wound won't heal. so wad's the point of compensating since you will hurt once again. this will hurt even more. even greater. my greatest fear is ... the day is coming... _vaL_