i m so tired today. i m quite listless today. i m sad today. i m troubled today. i juz can't help it of thinking. whenever i m alone or juz cool down wif myself, i will start thinking. think in the morning. think in the afternoon. think at night. it kept running about in my mind. i want to know. i want the courage to ask. i want to stop thinking so oftenly. i want to rest. i want the answer. i want a happy ending tale. the story has begin. i m totally worn out........