wad a silly fool i m... waiting for a beautiful ending tale which will never come true. waiting for him, which is not possible to....... hope to own the courage to juz out loud, no need to bottle up deep inside. (which i will never own one) to be a guardian angel of his( which is really hard to be) don't drink vinegar( which is really hard to do so, cos....) all these mission impossible... will never come true?!?!?!?
i m feeling so tired n stressed up. i m still a sicko. i m still sick of everything. i juz want to be simple. i juz want to say out.
but.... all these everythiing can never make it better.
