these few days i m very hyper n happy. i juz dunno why. maybe is because of that thing. maybe not. but i will juz smile all the way through out the whole day. i thinking i m lying to myself. i juz dun wanna to face the music. haha.=P
so sian now. filing up the ws. i dun hv some cos i lost the files. dunno who the stupid freak go n take my file n dun wanna to return me. is like wad the hell. i filed all the english ws inside le. den lost it. i need to photocopy all. ALL!!! so much lah. =X dun talk abt it le. spolit my mood. ahah.
hm... today's tuition is postpone to tmr. haha. so happy. cos feeling very tired today. haha. excuses!!! hha. m i contradicting myself??? haha. hm... wad can i saymore??? thinking in process. feel like eating fruits now!!! wahaha. i m so lame. =D
♥ 8:52 PM
instructions<01> this is a quiz<02> those chosen must do and then choose 5 people to do this<03> you must be honest<04> have fun!!!!<01> how many crushes you have?
hm... none at the moment...=)
<02> i will recommend this song called... by... tian hui by s.h.e
mummy, when i grow up i want to be: xin li zhun jia. haha. cool. =)
<04> describe yourself and your features with at least 5 points: baby freak= i will say "hi" to babies whenever i see any
slow= slower than others, that's wad they comment abt me=X
blur= why am i so blur??? i oso dunno
short= i want to grow taller!!!!!
trying to be optimistic= trying hard to... haiii...
<05> ok now. the most intimidate thing you done to the opp. sex is: i can't rmb le... haha.=P
<06> your next dream present will be gong gong qin. but haiii... cannot de. haha.
<07> what do you want to tell your current crush/ex/current lover hm... let me think. aishiteru i love you... haha
<08> final question, who arethe next people to do this quiz? ziyu, wen xun, huiting, yimei n joanne
today get back our papers. haiii... very disappointing... failed for my geog n maybe science. i cried for 1 n 1/2 hour. from the starting of geography to the mid of recess. feeling very tired. this is the worst exams i had ever. all the results r like shit. =X i hv no confident at any test or exam anymore in the future le. i worked so hard but my efforts didn't paid off at all. tired tired disappointed. i cried so hard this morning. clara, yuting, man xuan, yimei, kuang jun n jackson they tried so hard to make me stop crying. but failed to. anyway, thank alot.=)
♥ 9:27 PM
yeah!!!! i finally know how to cycle le. this morning went pasir ris wif yuting, shihui, wanni n huiting. they taught me how to cycle. haha. huiting cycle very fast. so scary. i screamed a lot today when we were cycling. haha. but i fell down 2 times n nearly knocked to the tree 10 times. haha. now my butt so pain lor. even hv difficulties to sit down. haha. but today really very fun. next time i still wanna to go. hah. when yuting n shihui were teaching me, when i nearly fell, i screamed, yuting would screamed too. haha. so funny. haha. after that we went to dunno where de arcade, we were playing there a while. after that, we went to yuting hse. the security guard so sao xing lor. wanni n i hvn't finished playing wif the pool water in order to get wet,he came n caught us. bleh. so evil. after that i went home for tuition. so sian lor. i was very tired. lying my head on the table n do work. hah. i was very hungry too. haha. ltr i did 4 questions but 2 wrong. haha. finally. my tuition ended. wahaha.
tmr getting back our papers. i m very scared. i think i will score badly for it. scary scary.
i felt that ever since exams started, i m quite shu yuan from them. i dun want that. but now like . i oso dunno. haiii... now we dun go out together or wad... le. haiii... i oso dunno.
♥ 6:23 AM
this morning went to sch for juz abt 1 hour plus. so lame lor. haha. after sch, went to hv breakfast wif shihui, yuting n ziyu. n we went to yuting hse. we were splashing water to each other. shihui so kelian lor. she was the most drenched de. after that, we planned n huiting n yimei oso got tricked. wahaha. yuting's dog is a lecher. haha. oh ya. i learnt how to play 3 songs wif the piano. yeah!!! haha. the lecher dog molested ziyu. tsk tsk. haha.
oh ya. ziyu thanks for reminding me that. ytd we went out to celebrate ah pok's birthday mah. den outside the neoprint machine, we found out that ah pok n ziyu oso got couple looks. haha. no offence to my da sao. =P juz joking only. haha/=)
♥ 8:06 PM
today went out wif huiting, ziyu, shihui, man xuan, feng rong n ah pok to ps. we went out to celebrate ah pok's birthday. ytd night we had a conference.haha. for abt 4 hours i think. cool.hah. we were crapping there.i had been thinking wad to wear from ytd night to this morning. haha. i met huiting, shihui, ziyu n man xuan at amk mrt this afternoon. so sad. in the end, ah pok nv treat swenson. we went to watch when a stranger calls. it's not scary but funny. man xuan n i laughing through out the whole movie. dunno why. haha. den we tend to get hyper after movie. hah. we went to action city to take neos. ah pok kept playing wif the his banana. so horny... haha. all of us were squeeing there in the machine lor. the machines suck like ... den ltr ah pok felt so honour that he was being slapped by me. i slapped him 3 times. this is my first time slapping ppl. he felt so honour to be slap by me. haha. den he kept using his banana to hit me lor. so evil. after that huiting, shihui n ziyu left first. den rest of us sat in the burger king talking. dunno in wad way, man xuan's bag stained wif the tomato sauce. so lame. haha. after that, we went home.
juz now saw our class blog. i saw huiting's post. so lame. she came up wif a competition voting who's the most childish one. she voted me. n i voted her. haha. so lame. =) tmr all of us hving listening. good luck to everybody out there!!!!=) oh ya!!!!
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!!!!!!!!! =)
♥ 10:18 PM
today went out wif huiting, ziyu, shihui, man xuan, feng rong n ah pok to ps. we went out to celebrate ah pok's birthday. ytd night we had a conference.haha. for abt 4 hours i think. cool.hah. we were crapping there.i had been thinking wad to wear from ytd night to this morning. haha. i met huiting, shihui, ziyu n man xuan at amk mrt this afternoon. so sad. in the end, ah pok nv treat swenson. we went to watch when a stranger calls. it's not scary but funny. man xuan n i laughing through out the whole movie. dunno why. haha. den we tend to get hyper after movie. hah. we went to action city to take neos. ah pok kept playing wif the his banana. so horny... haha. all of us were squeeing there in the machine lor. the machines suck like ... den ltr ah pok felt so honour that he was being slapped by me. i slapped him 3 times. this is my first time slapping ppl. he felt so honour to be slap by me. haha. den he kept using his banana to hit me lor. so evil. after that huiting, shihui n ziyu left first. den rest of us sat in the burger king talking. dunno in wad way, man xuan's bag stained wif the tomato sauce. so lame. haha. after that, we went home.
juz now saw our class blog. i saw huiting's post. so lame. she came up wif a competition voting who's the most childish one. she voted me. n i voted her. haha. so lame. =) tmr all of us hving listening. good luck to everybody out there!!!!=)
♥ 10:18 PM
juz realised that i hv a long time nv come n post le. haha. exams finally ended le. whoah!!!!haha. i will wan ge gou ben. haha. ytd hcl paper. difficult n chim lor. all da dao li de. i guess i will fail for that paper. haiiii... after sch, went to compass point wif shihui, yuting, ziyu n shiping. haha. we went there juz for our lunch. that's lame. haha. after that went to shihui's hse. the two babies were sleeping. haii... cannot play wif them. =X but at first, ziyu n shiping kept trying to make rachel cried. both of them share same interest. haha. shiping hate sheryl n rachel. cos ltr when they woke up, whenever sheryl saw shiping or shiping wanted to carry her, she will cry. haha. so funny. but before that, they were raping each other. i was the one who is the most innocent n pure de. haah. i was not invloved wif all these.haha. but ltr we played prak calls to some friends.haha.shiping so pro wif it lor.haha.
thursday:
sheryl's birthday. she is one year old le. i juz realised something. all one year old babies' heads r round. really round. haha. so cute. wanni, ziyu n i went to shihui's hse. we played wif the babies. i prefer sheryl to rachel. sheryl won't cry so easily. haha. rachel kept throwing temper. hha. ltr we played truth or dare. so lame.haha. den one of the dare is prank call. we were trying to prank call yisen lor. but he did not picked up the phone. so sad. haha. n i realised that he is quite slow. he guessed for a long time still can't figure out who m i.hha n i dun wanna to waste my sms so tell him. so slow rite.haha.=P. today is math paper. quite manageable bah. but i lost a few marks le i think. =P
♥ 12:28 PM
tueday:
during assembly, mr lee announced to the whole school that jie cai has passed away in the morning. he was in critical condition. it was really heart breaking to hear that. we hvn't finish folding cranes, stars n hearts for him. we hvn't give it to him. but he left us.it was really a sad news to know.
wednesday:
jiwei, pu yuan n i stayed back to go to the wake. we went wif jackson, xiaohan, ryan, shaun, melvin n their friends( i dunno their names). we reached there at abt 6 plus. we left at abt 8. we walked from compass point to his hse's void deck. a lot of ppl there cried. i didn't cry out, just in the verge of tears. pu yuan cried when the guide was debriefing us.jie cai, rest in peace. i reached home at abt 8.25. den got to washed my hands n face wif the bowl of water wif flowers soak inside. it was really a heart-breaking matter. he is juz 15 years old. he is still so young. but all of know that he is really a strong guy n a really good friend.through this, i realised that life is so fragile... i will treasure everybody n everything. i won't take them for granted.
♥ 8:35 PM