i don't know if i should smile or cry... i m irritated by all those nonsenses!!! i m feeling er... don't know how to describe. i tired wif all these!!! i am struggling to cope with all the stress already... i keep telling myself i need to be positive. don't be pemissitic!!! but i m a human too!!! i m trying to cope my studies well already. i hope i can really cope well. but some parts of the stress not really come from studies. it may come from friends. i m feeling really very very very tired le!!! i m human too!!! yes!!! i really hope that i can smile always. but ... i think a few months later, i may get depression or collapse or even drown wif stress n pressure. wad can i do??? don't care so much??? how can i??? if i don't care, i think another person or even more will suffer. i don't want!!! who can save me out of this??? if i really collapse one day, don't be surprise!!!

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