whooah!!!!!!!!! wh00sh!!!!! now i hv thought through A LOT ALOT ALOT ALOT of things... feeling so good...=D i juz found out that actually, sumhow, i hv lost of memories!!!! when i wanted to recall those happy times i hv spent wif them, i juz can't recall anything... maybe this is a good thing actually... when u dun recall any memory of all these, u won't feel so sad... i dun even recall those sad times they hv given to me.. however, the feeling of sadness is still lingering around. this may be really good for me as this oso means that it's a new beginning for me. i felt that i should not feel too sad, cos' even if i m sad i still need to live on. even if i m happy, i stil got to continue living... so why dun i live with SMILE!!! =D now i really dun hv a reason for me to be sad. we really got to stay postive with our thinkings. i think this loss of memory is that type which i can choose myself. i really think so. the sadness lingering around tells me that i hv been getting hurt alot alot alot of times... but i dun wanna to think abt that le. i told myself that i muz focus n reach my goals. so i tell myself muz jia you!!!! gambata!!!! these goes to evrybody out there!!!!

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