whooah!!!!!!!!! wh00sh!!!!! now i hv thought through A LOT ALOT ALOT ALOT of things... feeling so good...=D i juz found out that actually, sumhow, i hv lost of memories!!!! when i wanted to recall those happy times i hv spent wif them, i juz can't recall anything... maybe this is a good thing actually... when u dun recall any memory of all these, u won't feel so sad... i dun even recall those sad times they hv given to me.. however, the feeling of sadness is still lingering around. this may be really good for me as this oso means that it's a new beginning for me. i felt that i should not feel too sad, cos' even if i m sad i still need to live on. even if i m happy, i stil got to continue living... so why dun i live with SMILE!!! =D now i really dun hv a reason for me to be sad. we really got to stay postive with our thinkings. i think this loss of memory is that type which i can choose myself. i really think so. the sadness lingering around tells me that i hv been getting hurt alot alot alot of times... but i dun wanna to think abt that le. i told myself that i muz focus n reach my goals. so i tell myself muz jia you!!!! gambata!!!! these goes to evrybody out there!!!!

♥ 9:48 PM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!!!!!!!=D todae is chu yi!!!! but i nv go out n bai nian... tmr den go... =D
haiiiii... now i m thinking that actually rite, ... can be very tiring de!!!! sumtimes i rather it did not happen... =X but there r quite a no. of advantages actually... but i can't name it out...=Xhaha i think i m too craz le...
but I LUV MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!! haha... I RAWKS!!!! haha... hm... everyone out there RAWk!!! but i think i RAWKS the most!!! heeheez!!! i m going tooooooo craz le!!!! hAHA!!!!! partially is because of vanessa!!!! she makes me can't stop laughing... i think luv myself until gone craz!!!
one of my friends told me tat muz zi ai... he luv himself alot alot alot!!!!! lol...
haha... i still can't stop laughing///haha

♥ 1:51 AM

todae i m sooooo stressed up by the stupid song... the rhythm is soooooo... complicated... hate tat song although it supposed to be a quite simple song for ur... cos' all the notes r almost the same... but juz can't get the stupid rhythm right. den ltr still hv to carry the heavy zhongruan back home BY MYSELF!!!!!!! dunno y that one is soooooooooo heavy... n i m carrying books n files one other hand... n the books r not light either... is juz like... very yucky!!!! so i get very fed up wif... how i wish to smash it at that moment... i m not violent anyway... is like i can't stand it... so pissed off by it...but after bathing, i cooled myself down... or else i think i will go craz... tmr still need to go back to sch... n on sunday, still need to do work... but maybe not... i think tmr dun realli need to stay until late afternoon...haiiii... help!!!!!!!!! they sae we r able to cope wif sec 2's life... but now is juz the start of it... will i die before it comes to the end????xl

^^^eyes met^^^

♥ 6:42 AM

todae brought a lot things to sch... it's soooooooooo heavy lor... i nearly own a pair of broken arms/hands.... it is VERY VERY VERY HEAVY!!!!!!!!!!!! wad else to say ar... ohya!!!! there's a very fun thing happened todae.... but i dun think i can sae out... if i sae it out..., i may be killed by sumone else one day... haha... but it is very funny... i juz can't stop laughing... haha...oh no!!!!!!!!! this afternoon i hv eaten a lot of junk food i think...maybe not...haha... :P yeah!!!!!!!!!! todae no h/w for math...haha... n mx made me bring my chinese t/b home... actually no need to bring it home one lor...haiii... see...mx's fault... tmr still need to bring back to sch...bleh =P hey!!!!!!!!! i juz found sumthing... when u sae "hi!!!!" to ppl, different ppl gives u different reaction...haha..lol... it is quite lame i think... y m i thinking of this soooo LAME thing???? shld be cos' gone tooo CRAZ so.... lol... =P in class. 2e5, there is a 41 years old uncle... so LAME!!! who started it??? oh!!! i think i m the one who started how old... haha... LAME!!!! :P

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♥ 5:36 AM

ytd i finally thought through sum things le.... but ltr rite... i went back to the process of thinking again... lol... really wondering wat *** is thinking..... really want to the ******... wanted to find out..... but juz can't ask...!!! =x

i **** *** very much in asudden.......yucks!!!!!!!1 yikes!!!!!!! hELP!!!!!!!!!!! =x

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♥ 10:28 PM

ah!!!!!!!! i lost my voice le... because of the sec 1 orientation camp... shouted too much... but it was very fun... haha... need to do alot of h/w... arghx... suddenly keep thinking of it... feeling sooooooo tired..... the camp was very very very fun... after the camp i oso lost sum weight......... so effective... luv it... haha...

♥ 1:20 AM