VAL ENG

Shifted

2010-01-06T07:44:00.000-08:00

Hello! Long Time No See! HAHAHAHA.

Because i've shifted to WORDPRESS! hahahha.

New URL: http://oohamor.wordpress.com

See you there!

Love,
Val Eng

what a ugly world this is

2009-11-02T04:52:00.001-08:00

4 letters to describe the world/

추한

saw how the world can be in the past 3 years. wow.

guess what. shib seki.

we feel the pain

2009-10-31T09:19:00.000-07:00

errr...

Mm.. okay. my hand hurts badly now after playing volleyball with weiting this morning. but it was very fun though wee chased after the ball many times. LOL.

Girls came over after their chomp chomp meal. i want to eat that too! Grr. MONEY MONEY. Come on. 1st Nov! Crazy and Smell of Chomp Chomp.

Have been sleeping alot lately. but i don't feel that restless. but it's just that i've nothing to do. so just sleep. also prevent me from doing something anyway, which is good at the moment. can't wait for tuesday to come. 3 more days! FREEDOM!

but the sad thing is i left with roughly about 1 week to go. gonna mass spam with photos with them. those that i will miss so badly after leaving. ^^

i want everyone to smile.
we can't do anything when you're there feeling so hurt deep inside. but we feel the pain. ):
24/7

hiding

2009-10-23T09:05:00.000-07:00

Mm.. results were out. i'm okay, don't worry everyone. i'm really fine and okay. feeling even better than the time when i got back the results and the waiting process.

i'm strong! you guys also stay strong okay!

i'll support you guys! moral support! must work hard ah.

i'll also work very hard next year.

sorry if i disappointed you. i'm also very thankful. thanks for all the concern and consoling. haha.

come back please

2009-10-22T06:52:00.001-07:00

checked the final results today. overall i mean. still roughly the same. just that subject like econ is pulled up, with mode's a good thing. with moderation of 10 marks, which is a lot. but i still failed. ):

wonder when will my sunshine be back? ): don't even know how my mood should be at this point of time. can't help but to worry. whenever the topic comes about, that thing comes along too.

all i can do is hoping for the best, doing all i can. at the moment, all i just want is to promote. i promise to work (more than) doubly hard if i get to promote.

thank you everyone! thanks for all the concern and support. i appreciated them a lot. so sorry for making so many of you to listen to all my worries and grumbles and those tearful noises. i think i like somehow dampen you guys mood. so sorry,

and saeng il chuka hamnida weiting, ah mui. ^^

i'm really so sorry

2009-10-21T07:34:00.000-07:00

i'm really really so sorry. i saw the disappointed faces. really so sorry.

it just can't stop. cannot stop.

thanks everyone for trying so hard to cheer and console me. i'm sorry if i didn't reply or reply really late.

worry much

2009-10-20T08:16:00.000-07:00

wanted to update my blog for long. but just too lazy or don't have the time to.

first, i had a bad day. chem failed. Mm.. broke down immediately. ): sucky.

pray that tomorrow everything will be alright. i just want to promote. thats all. promote. please.
receiving in process~ LUCK.

Mm.. had sandcastle building last thursday. it was fun. must really looked at our cougar. looked so ci xiang. but many photos taken were really ahhh. so shan't post it. especially those jump shots.

high tea at amarah hotel (Celebration of weiting's birthday in advance) on sunday. together with her family, her bro's friend. dramatic day. met a golden retriever on 12th floor okay, which is really weird uh. then rushed to tanjong pagar. the worst thing came. van and i did a most ultimate embarrassing thing. trust me, it sucks and seriously feel like digging a hole and bury my head inside. fortunately, i don't stay at that area.

and met up with loves they all on sat! cooking, with yuting splashing the pasta sauce on my shirt. camwhored at the field, crapped and played food games to finsh up all the food. and our food tasted really good anyway.

hai. okay nevermind. i can't help to worry. val ah, don't think about it don't think about it. ):

misery, why are you here?

2009-09-18T08:49:00.000-07:00

my mood was really bad today. bad to the max.

sorry. because of this, i backed out last minute.

misery, why are you here? or maybe, it's partly due to my big auntie. pms you know you know. pw, studies, friendships, personal problems, mental. they are good enough to kill me. maybe i should do some reflections for the entire week.

i know i slacked off quite alot lately on studies. getting tired easily, unable to focus for long. val, must get your momenturn back alright? work hard for promos! you must promote this year alright.

i think pw has shortened my lifespan. probably 10 years! puohua said maybe i only can live up to 30 years old. so minus 10. i only left with 3 more years to go. -,- i think commitment is the key man. why can't we be more committed to it? we just left with like about 2 more months to go? why don't we just give our very best and stay committed? and after OP, thats it. we can say "ahnyeong!" to pw. i know i complained alot. i know i can't always blame you guys. like as if i'm not at fault at all. but i would rather you guys tell me what's my problem and i will try my very best to change. maybe we should stand on each other's shoes and think. seriously, it's sickening to get pissed every time. i know everyone has their own problem. but please understand. i know you guys may/may not see this, but i just want to say how i feel. we pissed off. we cried. but almost nothing has changed. i don't know what else can we do. i don't want to regret when we got back the results. please, give your very best and commitment. ):

friendships. i don't know. probably things have to be clarify. the feeling had been haunting me for long. i hate it. so friendship changes as time passed? no longer like what it used to be?

jokes can make people laugh. but they can also make people's heart ache.
i thought you all know, but actually i'm wrong.
i thought i'm okay, but actually i'm wrong.
so what if two years have passed? the things are still there. damn.

virus attack

2009-09-12T10:38:00.000-07:00

Mm.. this is the 4th day since i came back from bangkok. it's not a very wonderful trip, since out of 9, 6 of us fell sick on the last day. mom was the most jialat one. she vomitted a whole bag of things out. ): i suffered with terrible and horrible pain and diarrhoea. made me feel like dying and couldn't really walk. the people working at the airport were so nice to offer wheel chair for me. cos our gate was so damn far. F3. i rejected it cos it made me look so sickly. if i ever know F3 was so far away, i would have just sit on the wheel chair man. terrible. and the flight delayed somemore. what's worst than this? pain and stranded at bangkok, unable to get home. sherry even vomitted on the plane twice. poor thing.

stayed over at weiting's house on wed to study. weiting ah, she damn pig. slept for damn long. i tried to wake her up so many times. but she refused to. tsk tsk.
and and thursday slept throughout the entire day. because i was still unwell and having diarrhoea. so finally couldn't take it already. went to see the doctor on friday. the syrup the doctor prescribed sucks. tasted damn like medicine. eee. but at least my diarrhoea stopped.

okay, there are alot of things to be done. as in homework. but there is only 1 week to do. and left with 1 day from now. ): oh my. how am i supposed to pass promos like this? it's damn scary. i'm trying very hard to stay focused and don't sleep. eng mom said i wasted alot of time sleeping. so now she actually afraid that i fall asleep and always check whether i am sleeping or not. LOL. but must really work hard. i want promote up to J2! ^^
let's work very hard everyone!

i'll try not to do that, cos i don't want to be like you.

broke down

2009-08-30T05:31:00.000-07:00

broke down.

things may seem to be minor or easy when you say. but when it is time for you to carry the entire thing out, things don't seem to be so.
emotions that are suppressed for 6months gain enough kinetic energy and break free from the forces that are holding them back. and broke down. finally.

sounds that are hidden saw the light.

wow.

double the blow, but unlimited hurt.

wow.

where are you then?

a prick in the heart/demure policy

gastric

2009-08-21T06:41:00.000-07:00

Mm.. mood ain't really great today. and with gastric pain after breakfast was nowhere better. ): stupid thing happened early in the morning. i dropped my thermometer on the floor when i was taking temperature halfway. pe wasn't any better. played mini tennis for damn 15mins.

fortunately, didn't use much of the brain cells today. pe, pw, econs lecture, break, pw, history, pe,sports club. in short, i had PE 3 times in a day! cos sports club PT. and i ran don't know how many rounds today. and i still have to reach school to jog with mr lim kok wee early in the morning, 6.30am! ):

and my gastric pain was just there for the entire day. but i didn't whine alot okay. and feel like vomitting again. you know you know. that feeling like 2 years ago. probably my gastric flu is coming back. "yaye"!?! and by then i won't be able to eat anything oily, or maybe anything except porridge. or else, i'll diarrhea immediately. it's pretty sucky? i'll stink up the entire toliet and telling my mom "i want to shit" many many times.

alright, gonna mug and go kb tomorrow with weiting. i got a sudden urge to play tennis? i want to play squash! );

take a deep breath and continue walking down the path.
and there you see the light.
PROMOS!

thank you

2009-08-20T07:24:00.000-07:00

words that touched deep into your heart..

i promise i'll work my very very best and fight to the end.
i won't let you down.
thank you..

발아, 열심히!
난 널 실망시킨 늘!
감사합니다, 선생..
정말 고맙게 생각..

restless beat me?

2009-08-14T09:54:00.000-07:00

ahh. have been feeling really restless at times lately. especially at night. it make me feel like sleeping when the time comes. but i can't. have to do ultimate mugging. or else, i'll retain for sure. i'm back to those coffee days. a cup a day, keeps sleepy away. promos are less than 2 months away from now. yet i still get mislead by those stoichiometry questions. ): thinking so hard, but it's not that complicated after all. i'm so dead. econs. i don't know since when, i don't seem to understand what they trying to say. i'm so dead. mathematics. hopefully, the tuition will get me somewhere. or else, the money, the time spent travelling all the way to simei..

i hate whining so much about studies on blog. but i can't help to whine. if no whining about studies meaning i coping well? but it seems that i never fail to whine about studies every single time. that's pretty sad.

just realised this post is so dead. let's be lively! ^^

anyway, poor daesung got into an accident. poor thing. my zhi ai big bang okay! get well soon ah.

and i finally got my BIG SHOW DVD! thank you ah qian's sis! BIG BIG THANK YOU! haha.
must really find some time watch it! can't wait for the day to come. ^^

and and and! i tell you, i will never touch ice cream, except froghurt, until that very day comes! if i eat ice cream before the day ever comes, i'm not valerie eng! damn yesterday bad experience! it's damn horrible, terrible! ): i'm even forgoing my favourite baskin robbins! serious!

i can't wait for monday! ^^ anyway, dragon boating is super fun! and i realised it's not very possible for one person to make the boat move. all thanks to zihui's "valerie, 10 hard stroke!". ): i'm not the mastermind for the endless strokes ma. LOL. but it was pretty fun overall. all of us got so wet in the end. poor aaron, he fell into the water and got really wet. and shuling's hair loves me. LOL.

alright alright, off to ultimate mugging! latte is going to be with me throughout the night.
i truly hope the day will come. ^^

wake up call

2009-08-08T08:02:00.000-07:00

56 more days to promos. it's really really time to buck up, pull my socks real high. probably to the knees! mid-years are such a great wake up call for me. i don't want to retain. who wants to retain man? i gonna study real hard. PW at vincent's house was pretty productive today. puohua was happy enough to eat the pizzas. LOL. but something weird happened. and it made puohua laugh like some crazy woman, giggling non-stop. i got hit by a ball intentionally, right onto my eye. thank you ah, weird. you should be glad that i'm not wearing contact lenses at that time. weird.

am i just being too senstive? Or that's really how you feel? i hoped that i'm just being too senstive. i hoped that's not the truth. friendships ain't supposed to be like this. but why? i can't help to think that way. this is not the first time i feel so. and at times, can't help, but to protect myself by stepping back. if that's really the truth, what were the times back then? illusion? because you have no choice? it's really saddening to think that way. importance don't seem to be there anymore. more likely that i can be forgone. doing things for the sake of doing. i pray that's not the truth. i rather to be too senstive.

i still cherish our friendship, but do you? tell me..

ah, i can't believe in your words anymore

2009-07-30T05:28:00.000-07:00

you all just don't understand what i'm thinking about.
you confirm thinks that "wa, you're so not understanding and reasonable"

yes, i understand the monetary issue.

but the problem doesn't lies that. as in i'm not angry over that i still have to wait for like another month again. i was angry at the start. like wth, again? and i've to suffer with the pathetic phone for another one month. seriously, if the phone is in good condition, i can wait. but the fact it's not.

can you imagine the phone restarts itself for don't know how many times per day and it'll blank out at least once a day. in order for the phone to be switched on, you've to remove the battery, the memory card and the sim card. every time. and i've been doing this for the past 3 to 4 months. who can stand this?

but the main problem is still that word. ain't promises to be kept? maybe you all may think it's no big deal, but it matters to me. i feel that it's related to trust. since you know you will only change it when the plan is up, why in the first place promised that it'll be soon, just waiting for the price to drop? after so long, then tell me you'll have to wait till the plan is due. and okay, fine. i accepted it. cos can't probably buy it with 100 bucks more, just because i refused to wait for just a few months more. but when august is coming, then tell me you've to wait till end of august? i rather you tell me right from the start that i'll only get it by end of august. this 6 months are so much shorter than the 2 months, then 4 months then 1 month. tell me if i can still trust your words..

the worst thing in this issue is that after so much anticipation, hopes, all you get is disappointment and wonders ain't promises to kept. but you all don't seem to understand, just think that i'm unreasonable and childish. i know there's no point for me to angry. but it seems like i can't even be upset or angry over this issue. so i've to bottle up everything to myself. i can't vent my unhappiness by getting angry?

if it's because of the monetary issue, just tell me ah. if that's the case, i'll accept it and just wait. and i won't even feel pissed.

sorry, i'm at fault too, not considering the money issue.
i can't do anything now, but just wait?

오빠, i thought you'll understand. ):

당신이 이상해, 밍친.

i want to buy Big Show and Super Show 2 DVD!

2009-07-20T05:58:00.000-07:00

I want to buy Big Show and Super Show 2 DVD! ):
i know i shouldn't spend so much money on these stuffs, but the urge is there you see.

anyway, i fared really bad this time for mid-year cts. ): it's okay! i'll work really hard. ^^
발! 열심히!

ah, seriously don't have much to talk about these days. all we do is study and study everyday.
anyway, i bought a new bagpack! YELLOW! it's seriously striking uh. i'm so "SPOTTABLE"/"SPOTABLE"! i don't know which one. ah, bored.

hey 친구, 나도몰라. ):

everything is over!

2009-07-04T06:59:00.000-07:00

Alright, i'm already enjoying myself like ....! heehee. finally, mid-year cts are all OVER! but when we receive our results for the cts, i'll be OVER too! pray for me man. and i can simply say goodbye to ocip. okay, that's pretty sad uh. but the only thing i worry at the moment is whether i'll retain or not. i don't want. ):

okay, let's proceed man. anyway, i've many many videos and movies awaiting for me to finish them up! HAHAHA. i love the laughters!( though my ahpapa simply thinks that i'm crazy, laughing to the screen) how i wish the holidays will simply just continue on and on. i don't want to go back school na. it sucks.

i can't wait to go chinatown with loves, clear off my "debts"(they're acumulating like snowball. i'm dead. you can just see lying dead on the ground), eat korean food with van the bug, weiting, jiale, jonathan, fengrong, going kb with weiting, go watch musical with van and fengrong, etc. i want to do many things man. but time is limited, which is pretty sad uh.

times with friends and family are the best! ^^ cheers!
chong + nana =BB! (not Big Bang okay!)

GARA GARA GO is (thumb up! x2)

아자아자 화이팅

2009-06-18T07:15:00.000-07:00

oh my. no no no. no well. i don't want to fall sick at this point of time. cts are coming. it's definitely not a good timing to fall sick.

actually, i can't remember what happen these few days. i've no idea what am i doing, besides studying? but i don't seem to mug really hard? anyway, few of the attempts to stay up "early", so that i can try doing it in the early morning, without the sun, failed. it's irritating for the nearly successful attempts. i managed to hold it all the way to 6.30am. and i fell alseep without knowing. i only realised it when i woke up at 11.45am. ah damn.

anyway, watched "Drag Me To Hell" this afternoon. ah. it's damn gross. to the extent, i really can't take it. it's not scary but gross. but the ending was pretty sad. i thought the female lead wouldn't die. Lol. okay, next up. i want to watch "Ghosts of Girlfriends Past"! Hahaha.

i'm seriously dead. i think i gonna fail my cts. i don't want this to happen. ):

학생 발 연구 괜찮아 ?
아자아자 화이팅!

fishinglunatic: alright, i relinked already!
xinyun: i finished my story already right? hahaha
JL: linked. ^^
ling'er: it's not that bad what? but in the end, we cancelled the meeting on friday. Hahaha.
Van: must save up and we go together okay?!
Shihui: That's your name ma! Hahaha.
Xinyun: Hello! I gonna see you on Monday! Lol.
Shihui: I'm not the one who came up with the theme, chicken! Lol.
Van: ^^ Hahaha.

in the midst

2009-06-16T11:54:00.000-07:00

Mm.. nothing much.

in the midst of mugging..
and i think i should work on the middle. it's terrible.

and i should stop whatever taboo i'm doing and get back the momenturm i had previously.

yes, 아자아자 화이팅!

둘, 아라소?

Love, Sports Club

2009-06-09T07:24:00.000-07:00

Went over to amk ave 10 to meet the kids!

Spot something funny from the two photos below.

Our Group, Chicken Little!

It was pretty fun uh!

YAYE! I LOVE BB!

2009-06-06T10:42:00.000-07:00

AHA! HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY CHEE YIYONG!

we went to surprise him yesterday night. but the plan failed. because of one cap. LOL. but it was pretty fun except being attacked by the greasey whip cream mix green tea cake at the so last min of time. the smell is heaven you know you know. especially yy. he smell heaven to the max! LOL.

studied at NANA's house today with ziyu. it's productive okay. we didn't really talk throughout. Good girl Val Eng! Keep it up! hahaha. i gonna go library tomorrow morning and study! alone because NANA can't make it in the end. it's okay, so no one to talk to. and i'll do more( self consolation)!

Hahaha. i just watched BB's videos! although i watched before, but they are still so effective man. never fail to make me feel happier. haha. Van the BUG told me SS501 coming to Singapore this dec!!! i want go!!! i'm not sure whether it's concert or showcase or the Korean Concert. but i want go! i gonna save money for it man. Why BB not coming? ): if they come, i'll be happy to the extent that i jump up to the sky! Lol.

photos another day. Camera not with me! ): i'll show you how heavenly yy smells. you can even smell it from the photos itself. haha. and there's a weird golf/ball/moon appeared above my head in one of the group photos! Lol.

yaye! Love, BB! this is really random uh.

movvie!

2009-06-04T08:51:00.000-07:00

movie with van the bug today! Night at the Museum 2 at the cathay! haha. awesome! finally catch another movie. i gonna watch another one next week! LOL. anyway, it was a funny sight to see in the theatre. the side van and i were sitting was packed with kids. seriously kids. below the age of 11 okay! and van spotted some kids making some weird noises when there are kissing scenes. LOL.

have been missing a lot since the school term starts. or maybe since we all started on PW! it sucks to the ultimate best! LOL. i miss zhonghua and after o'levels times! ):

and and and i didn't watch BIGBANG videos for ages! and i just watched one. though it's damn short and simple, but i feel GOOD! HAHA. BB videos always make me feel GOOD! or perhaps, korea videos make me feel good! and ultimate BB is at japan now! okay, allow me to just spazz a little while.

okay PW session tomorrow!
let's finish everything up! oh my. think of strategies again. lol.

last day of hectic term 2

2009-05-29T05:55:00.000-07:00

heeheehee.

last day of the hectic term 2. but the june holiday ain't a holiday for us anyway. so much things to do. GPP draft 5 together with interview questions, make-up lectures, consultations with many many teachers, OVERNIGHT MUGGING(^^), Sports club outing?, tons and tons of homework that you have to clear them off, 2709 party. okay, i only can think of these at the moment. but the tons of homework are good enough to kill all of us. one good thing, i don;t have to see AH NIAM for a month! HAHAHA. no more "Valerie, please read..", "Valerie, what do you think.." Hurray!

i just realised i haven't been keeping in contact with many many people. especially zhonghua, 4e7. i damn long never see ah le and jonathan and glenn and fengrong. i also want have at least one session of mahjong with vanessa, jiaen and niantee. laugh the lungs out. aww. i miss those times. jc life took away all my lovely friends. busy to the extent that you can hardly even talk alot. so i must compensate everything back in this june holiday, besides ultimate mugging! ^^

anyway, today's mr ong last day as our econ teacher, though we'll still see him in school in term 3. but it's really saddening uh. took photos with him. haha. he seriously wore black to school today. no SMRT shirt. haha. all of us will miss his econ lessons. ):

anyway, i got a scare in the toilet early in the morning when i saw the mirror. whose fault? shu2 lah. zhen shi de. cannot stand beside her when i'm looking at the mirror. LOL.

29/05

joanne camwhored again.

look at the spastic Line. she's shaking joyce's iphone like hell. haha.

another spastic two! haha.

kenneth busying playing PSP and so gayish. that's my hairpin ah. Focus at his hair.

mr ong giving out lollys!

28/05

mr chris ong. don't you think he resembles mr christoper lim? haha.

Sports Club A Divisons!

econs test tomorrow

2009-05-18T09:09:00.001-07:00

phew.

just realised that i haven't been updating for quite some times. since i've finished revising for the econs test for tomorrow and coincidentally, my bro passed the portable internet cable to me, so decided to loither around a little while, before turning in. haha.

mm.. i got the urge to spazz about kpop. i don't know when was the last time i spazz about kpop on blog. i miss those times okay! now don't even have the time to check the updates that often.

hahaha. my seungri maknae is still as adorable as before. holding some weird plants/flowers. ^^

alright. shall stop here. it's getting late. good luck everyone for the econs test later!

oh yah. REGGIE! Happy Birthday! must recover asap from your chicken pox okay! ^^

good night loves. ^^

i reached a point to stop.

2009-05-07T08:03:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BIN, WEIJIE!(in advance, since it's tomorrow)

mood swing. my big auntie is visiting me very very soon! so i must be prepared. armed with SP all the time. lol.

PI TIME is finally over! it's seriously disastrous. hate it to the max. PW yucks. the worst subject i have ever come across. and we still have to bear with it for the next 5 months. the only thing that keeps you going is the grade. i want to get a good grade for PW of course.

GP( JI PI). it's no where better with our "lovely" GP tutor. she loves to call people with english name. why? cos she don't know how to pronounce. and she kept picking on us ah.

and 5-items tomorrow. i'm so dead. i can't even jump 155. how possibly for me to jump a 162 in order to get a silver? and inclined. i can't really do anymore. shuttle run no idea. damn. hurray! how great!

and i reached a point whereby i have to stop.

alright. enough of whining. went to suki sushi for joyce's birday celebration after school. it's pretty fun. shuling and i managed to recoup our losses by eating all those expensive stuffs. weiting with her salmon and peas. LOL. and shuling mistook the guy who served us the food 's name as "ebib" when his name is "eric". she ate too many plates of ebib le uh.

going to chong's school tomorrow. GOODLUCK T'Chou Ball GUYS! ^^
(chong! i want see~! hahaha

disappointed but nothing

2009-05-02T01:12:00.000-07:00

ah whatever.

empty promises again.

it's not like i'm unreasonable right?
i waited for really really long, like months?
after anticipating for so long, all i get is nothing, but disappointment.

as if i'm cheated.

ah forget it. crap.

i want watch movie!! ):

i know something have to be done.

2009-04-21T07:17:00.000-07:00

ahh damn.
i know something have to be done. but i don't know what can i do. it's like so helpless. ):
the thing i hoped not to happen, is going to happen. ahh damn.
tell me tell me t-t-t-tell me what am i supposed to do now?
haiyo.

night cyclethon

2009-04-18T06:40:00.000-07:00

anyway, i forgot. night cyclethon last friday! it was fun and scary and tiring.

met yitong they all at paya lebar. so we took bus together to east coast park carpark D1. many people participated in fact. so very soon we collected our bikes and we gathered at the starting point, waiting for our turn to go. in the meanwhile, jingkai, ferron and i were trading some hints around. HAHAHA. i knew it. photo taking and wondering if those figures were human or not. very soon, our group 17 gonna set off. was really worried initially. i didn't cycle at night and on the main road before ah. so was thinking whether i would survive through or not.

anyway, we didn't finish our trade at that time. so jingkai said he would tell me before i die or meet any mishap during the cyclethon. i had a bad feeling beforehand ah. but nobody believed me okay. so ended up, i changed my bikes for 3 times okay. first time, the paddle spoilt, so it's always loose. second time, because dutt and i were cycling through some under construction pavement after changing my bike to catch up the rest, the handle of my bike knocked onto the metal and i fell. many people came to see okay. cos my right leg stucked under the bike.

haha. so the second bike spoilt as well. and so changed bike again and cycled to bedok 853 to meet the rest of them. the rest of the journey was pretty smooth. then we reached this part of the cyclethon whereby there was a very long upslope. jiaying and i were like mygod, wanted to push our bikes up instead. but in the end, we still cycled up. then here came the climax of the cyclethon. the downslope. damn scary okay. although it was damn exciting. jiaqi said seemed like initial D. i almost screamed when i was going down the downslope. or perhaps, i did scream.

and very soon, we reached our destination, VIVOCITY! all of us were so tired and looked so haggard. but felt so accomplished okay. but i was so embarrassed for quite a few times throughout. i mistook kenneth's bag as a cat and screamed in front of everyone. aaron was still laughing there. cos we were listening to wondergirls songs. LOL.

saw chong when i was boarding the train. she was heading to the enmazing race at that time. slept throughout. ^^

if there's another night cyclethon next year or something, i would participant again as well. so fun! no photos cos i didn't bring camera with me. ):

pissed off totally.

2009-04-18T06:06:00.000-07:00

bloody hell. i'm so so so irritated

took passport photo just now. that bloody ahjuma kept asking me not to move my head, when she was the one who's moving. and she kept touching my hair. irritated.

damn kopitiam cheated my $2.60 on some ice with peach for peach sago. no syrup no sago. what kind of dessert is this man.

the videos are not working too. damn. i'm so irritated now.

and and and

i don't like people saying that **********.. or even hate. i no longer says "i don't like", doesn't mean i'm okay and can endure it. please stand in people's shoes and think and feel. if you are the one, how would you feel? hello, senstive.

phew. okay. i'm done whining. feel alot better.

Family Day!

2009-04-06T05:29:00.000-07:00

hahaha. Family Day yesterday was alright, except for the sudden rain. it was pretty fun with laughters all the way. mobile selling drinks and food and packets of frozen nuggets and seaweed chicken. haha. overall, still fun ah. ziyu and qianyun laughed alot while demostrating something to me. LOL. camwhored yesterday! photos! and jason's funny recording with shi shang zhi you ma ma hao's song! hahaha.

constant laughing and acting. they're mad! haha.

spastic shuling! haha.

some stalker of ziyu! don't know who took this.

tree and flower!

jason is popeye( i don't know how to spell) the sailorman! hahaha.

here's our group photo! alot of them missing. cos they're cleaning in the canteen!

hahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha.

it was really fun and great yesterday!

especially with

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... ... ...

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HAHAHAHAHA.

you know you know.

i mean 2709! LOL. ^^

family day!

2009-04-04T00:40:00.000-07:00

val ah,

it's saturday again! ^^
this week was pretty good. HAHAHAHA. excluded that i twisted my ankle on tues, all thanks to yongsoon(i spelled your name correctly okay!) and something very embarrassing happened on that day itself(when i was on the way to school). lol. weiting! i told you i have bu xiang de yu zhao on that day itself. see. lol.

tomorrow is family day in AJ! come down and support 27/09! haha. we selling fried food(i know it's unhealthy), but once in awhile, it's okay ah. hope tomorrow is fun! and don't rain please.

stayed back after lessons to do deco for our stall. it's damn nice ah. our sandwiches! CHICKE LITTLE, our stall name. and weiting, stop being so paranoid. hahaha.

gonna upload the photos together with tomorrow's ones. ^^ we gonna camwhore like hell tomorrow. lol. and all thanks to joyce, the song,"London Chocolate Roll" stuck in my head. ):

okay, going for lesson soon! fengrong not coming today. ): you better get well soon! lol.

burnt

2009-03-29T00:32:00.000-07:00

i have been laughing a lot lately. especially in school. to the extent that my stomach muscles and cheek feel the pain. but it's really funny ah.

oh yah. for the entire week, monday to wednesday, weiting and i talked and crapped for the entire afternoon after lessons. this contributed to the laughters eh.

went for FOL on thursday. yaye! NO STUDY NO BRAIN! had lunch with them and we laughed and camwhored with reggie's camera.(reggies better upload them soon! haha) and we aheaded to ah qian's house. i seriously have the urge to pull the skin on kenneth wound out ah. so distracting eh. but he refused to. ): ah qian house is super big. with 3 levels with another 3 sub-levels. so all of us played in her ahgong's room. I LIKE AH QIAN'S HOUSE BALL. it's so fun to bounce on eh. i should get myself one. bouncing at home. LOL.

resilience training of friday at sembawang. i was kinda of turned off after knowing that i've to wake up very early. but it's very fun there ah. first we played amazing race. all i get is many mosquito bites. and shuling said,"it's not amazing at all" haha. who will know whether venus is the only planet that rotates in clockwise direction?

after that, the climax. HIGH ELEMENTS! ROPE!!! okay. weiting, ziyu, weijie, vincent and i went for the most difficult one( walking on two ropes without any support) out of all, according to pikachu.

vincent was so brave to try out first, though he's afraid of heights. bravo! haha. and he completed it man.

next was me! but i stucked there in a weird posture, trying to get up after falling. and apparently, i failed.

next is weiting, she finished it eh. ziyu and i forgot to tell weiting something when she was walking. ahh. sad uh weiting.

weijie was superb. he completed in a very short time.

ziyu was screaming at the top, making sme weird noises. and she said something which is so classic, "ahh. the rope is pressing on my boobs!" everyone heard that and was like mygod. anyway, LAI LET'S GO EC HOUSE CUT HAIR! LOL.

and i tried again after ziyu. and YES! I COMPLETED IT! HAHAHA. korean songs do help! ^^
anyway, ziyu was so nice to tell me something before i went up. thanks ah ziyu. everyone knows about this uh.

low elements. dragon eating dragon, balancing see-saw, walking on ropes, pushing grass and great wall of china. it's fun ah! BUT almost all of us kena sunburnt. my whitening plan failed completely! ): i got very ugly tanned line on both my arms. face is burnt, neck turned red. yucks. i must applied entire bottle of whitening cream!

i realised i got some brusies on my right leg when i don't remember myself knocking into anything on friday. ):

alright. back to mugging again, which sucks.

SHOPPING SPREE!

2009-03-22T06:10:00.000-07:00

please knock some senses into my head!

because THE URGE TO SHOP IS BACKKK!!!

i want go SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING!

i want to go OUT OUT OUT!

Why March Holiday is so SHORT?!? ):

JC LIFE

2009-03-22T00:18:00.000-07:00

mygod. i seriously cannot stand it already. i'm going to WHINE!

JC studies seriously killing me. i hate myself saying, "how i wish school going to open asap" 2 months ago. i must be stupid or something wrong with my brain.

it's so damn tough and hard, killing all my brain cells. if i know how to do, it's still okay. not that bad. BUT i don't know how to. bloody chemistry, mathematics! wth is AP GP, Standard Curves. wth is Back Titration, Dilution, Gaseous State and forming those chemical equations! I'VE NO IDEA! bloody hell.

and the history! you got to remember so much information, dates!

damn it ah. i can't possibly get tuition for both chem and math! $400 just for math. 2 hours per session. 4 sessions $400! and chem?!?

JC is driving me crazy.. sometimes, i can't help it to think of dropping out from jc ah.
how am i going to survive for these 2 years? damn it.

i tried to do all those bloody tough questions, until i'm totally turned off. okay, my mood is pretty bad now. damn. ):

i miss secondary school. i miss zhonghua. i miss 4e7 and everyone! damn it.

at least, i feel better after whining.

hello, i'm back with pictures!

2009-03-19T06:01:00.000-07:00

hello! this time i'm back with pictures! haha.

went 2709 very first outing on monday. haha. it's pretty fun! weiting got a scare after the movie ah. damn comical, you should see her expression. hahaha.

very blur. clear one with qianqian. haha.

weiting took this photo.

this was taken during orientation camp. 2709

look at the guys. tsk tsk.

hello, i'm back with pictures(2)

2009-03-19T05:33:00.000-07:00

Sports Club yesterday! cycling at ecp.

first, all of us meet at paya lebar mrt station.

we girls are in the toliet!

myra and ziyu.(sandra at the back)

rachel and xinyun.

after cycling for an hour,we finally reach here! i almost died okay. all thanks to my bike. i wanted to give up and just cycle slowly. but winee kept shouting, "go valerie! beat the boy in front!" and "catch up with the angmoh". the kid's mom kept staring at us lah. then everyone around was looking at winee. haha. junyang was so nice to trick winee to cycle faster, so that i can relax while cycling. haha.

after that, we join xinyun they all to get some bbq stuffs at 7-11. but we're actually camwhoring and talking cock with darren outside. haha.

weirong, rachel, winee, junyang, xinyun and myra.

winee, darren, weirong and junyang

myra, me, elain, rachel and xinyun. this is the only photo i have, with elaine inside. she camera shy. tsk tsk.

we're at the bbq pit!

my camera no battery halfway. ): all the other photos with shuling and lynette.

okay. tired. off to fengrong's bbq later. i can't eat bbq anymore. i'll die. ):

should i cut my fringe? it's so irritating.

i'm at home.

2009-03-12T07:03:00.000-07:00

i'm stuck at home. hahaha.

cos I'M SICK SICK SICK!!!!
hate coughing throughout the night. it's irritating and disturbing. and my nose is running miles away from me. come back , hello.

so i got my first MC for the year. i almost died yesterday in school okay. feeling very restless. and i kept making all sorts of weird noises. it's so uncomfortable to be sick. of course, you got to do something to make you feel better. which is make noises. like whine here and there. actually i wanted to attend school today and don't go on friday. because thurs is such a short day man. lesson ends at 12.15. but friday is such a long day. however, i don't like to pon school on the last day of the term or something. so troublesome okay. and when JASON(Qi Jie) heard that, he was like laughing at me ah. so wasted not to go school on thurs lah.

okay, anyway, i'm at home now. haha. just see the doctor and made a police report. this is the first time in my 17 years i ever stepped into police station okay. that's pretty cool actually. haha. but i don't want to go there anymore. lol.

i'm not in school today. ): everyone must be wondering why i'm so sad that i didn't go school today. hahaha.

i just realised volleyball is really tough man. we learnt the basic stuffs of volleyball yesterday. ziyu and i were like idiots hitting the ball. and i can catch volleyball better than the other balls eh. haha. AND FINALLY, I"M ABLE TO CATCH THE BALLS FOR T'Chou Ball during the training for interception. shuling! my yoghurt with toppings okay! i'll remind you! hahaha.

Happy Belated Birthday Val!

2009-03-01T07:05:00.000-08:00

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!
VAL ENG! hahaha. ^^

i'm officially 17! aww. haha

i had a GREAT BIRTHDAY this year. with a GREAT SURPRISES on 28th feb. in the middle of the night, 12.48am. haha. supposed to be at 12am. but hahaha. because i fell asleep, so .. hahaha. made them wait at my house void deck for one hour, feeding mosquito. thanks alot man! haha. so touched eh. hahaha. seriously. lol. some of them didn't even go home to wash up and came ah. aww. haha. like yisen and wenkai(poor ah pu. he was so tired after volleyball training that he almost fell asleep in my house lah). so chong, adeline, yisen, yiyong, fengrong, glenn, ah pu, zuoxian, yuliang and warren came! most of them left at 2 plus. haha.

then after several hours, at about 8 plus, van big boy, weiting and jiale came. early in the morning. i was so shocked ah. it's really hard for van to wake up so early in the morning on no-school days. and cos i thought my mom forgot to bring key after marketing. thank you for the lovely heart board and the "SISTER" card. haha.

and in the evening, dined with loves at hongkong xing wang cafe! but yuting couldn't make it, because she went for camp. poor ziyu. she kena conned by her ramen which tasted like instant noodles. and i was so embarrased at the doorstep of the cafe. ): shihui kept laughing at me ah. so embarrassing okay! she still laughed at me. tsk.

THANK YOU EVERYONE! haha.
for the surprises, messages and presents. ^^
(BIGBANG! and NAKED BEAR and HEART BOARD and CARDS!)
LOVE YOU ALL MAN! haha.

anyway, photos another day. haha.

i miss zhonghua days.

2009-02-17T04:12:00.000-08:00

hello!

currently trying to settle down in a new environment, with new people and new CCA. my god. i miss zhonghua days. i miss 4e7 and the girls. like god. toliet trips at least 3 times a day, kena whack by mrs ang because of talking during flag raising, spazzing like hell with van big boy. damn.

anyway, back from orientation week. 5 days. it's really long. overall, it's still pretty fun in fact. BANJANG! i like. haha. our OG 27/09 is ultimate. photos another day. i'm like using sis's laptop.
now lectures all over. time to mug. hahaha. CCA is one thing that makes me vex so much about. like damn. ): i just want to settle down quickly. yes.

damn it. i got the feeling back from 2 years ago. sheeba. it's not a good thing anyway.

i don't like it

2009-02-06T05:40:00.000-08:00

oh damn. i don't like it. i don't like it. i don't like it.

sheeba.

i'm seriously tired and in a foul mood( i don't know why). it's like so sudden. after my dinner, and i feel so so so terrible. bloody hell. what's wrong with the world.

i don't know what i'm ranting about actually. damn.

okay. OG 27/09. hope besides 4 of us, everyone is okay.

Big Bang Virus

2009-01-31T00:23:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHA.

BIG BANG VIRUS! HILARIOUS!

i can't wait for the full verison to be upload on net.
BIG SHOW!
it's a pity that we can't go watch the concert live. ):
there's another one today ah. nevermind. it's okay. van and i gonna fly to korea when she turns 18. yes yes yes. or maybe, this year or next year they gonna come to singapore! hahaha.

okay cool. going to new school 2 days later. i'm feeling pretty excited actually. i don't know why. haha. but hopefully, new school won't discourage me or something. as in, when i first stepped into zhonghua, i was pretty excited too and thought that it was great or something. in the end, it's ... hahaha.

yes! tonight going to meet vanessa, niantee and jiaen for mahjong! mahjong mahjong mahjong jong jong jong!!! and going to meet van and weiting at starbucks tomorrow!! haha. it's gonna be a laughing therapy.

opps. i haven't complete my korean homework. ): ah nyeong!

madness laughters

2009-01-18T21:02:00.000-08:00

Madness Laughters!
gonna finish watching all the videos!
"Beginning right now Hiphop Rhythm Game Go"

okay, it's a random post. just ignore this. lol.

unhappy sheeba

2009-01-18T07:16:00.000-08:00

sheeba sheeba sheeba.

i'm unhappy right now and decided to be some autistic people for this moment.

sheeba sheeba sheeba.

this is not the first time okay.

nevermind. Bigbang time! keep quiet then.

anyway, went out with big boy today! she finally decided to break out of her cocoon. haha. walked walked walked chit chat chit chat chat chi chat. super fun!(talking crap all the way) i don't want to waste this "last" week before school starts or something.

hello people! reply me or big boy ah. i sent you all 3-pages long message eh. LOL. by monday alright. or else, big boy will bite your head off or something. lol.

anticipation kills you

2009-01-15T01:41:00.000-08:00

mm.. hope everything would be fine. everyone gets to the school and course they want to.

after much struggling and hestitation, i've made up my mind. yes. this is even worse than waiting for the release of results. waiting for the release of results, all you feel is worried, worried and worried. the most, just with the addition of scared. but trying to make up your mind where to go is killer. sheeba. haha.

but seriously, after long hours of consideration, i've made up my mind! science stream. in fact, i just need some booster, such as someone's confirmation that i can do it for chem h2. by tonight, i will submit my registration. oh come on! haha.

a tiny little bone from unagi almost killed me. LOL. i don't want to die at this point of time okay. lol. and seriously, i'm broke now. can't wait to get my pay. but it just drag on and on. ):

alright! going to meet van and weiting later on! starbucks!!! ^^

anticipation kills you..
you're the only one who is excited about it, but no one is moving.
end up?
原地踏步.

dance course

2009-01-10T01:56:00.000-08:00

yoohoo!!!

mm.. my voice is getting better with honey yoghurt every night. it prevents contispation too! good. healthy. yummy. hahaha.

ajc and np open house yesterday. it changed my impression in fact. but i was totally worn out after np open house. looked as if we were lost kids looking for mummy. LOL.

yaye! seungri is going to perform at mbc music core later on. and i must watch the coming kbs music bank. he performed a few days back. i will watch though it's like some ahjusshi and ahjuma channel with many many trot songs.

but i'm still thinking what should i wear later on for the lesson. i've been thinking about this since yesterday night. no pants no pants you know you know. i don't have much hopes in this.

i wanna keep myself occupy. big boy! let's make kimbap again tomorrow! it'll turn out much better this time round. provided we remember to add salt and sauce into the rice. lol. ^^

and HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!
EMMANUEL and MARTIN.
(stop watching porn emmanuel!) lol.

of course. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
SHAUN! ^^
(stop trying to strangle me to death okay.)

hey sexy

2009-01-08T23:14:00.000-08:00

hey sexy(crack crack crack crack)!

i got a sexy voice man. it's pretty low and rough. all thanks to sec one camp. the last time i lost my voice was the sec one camp in 2006. and after that, my voice turned so high. i can't imagine how my voice will change when it recovers. ):

went shopping and paid for my course yesterday with chong. ooh! my course gonna start from this coming sat onwards. far east is getting boring. but we still walked for really long in town. mm.. almost seven hours. lol.

12th jan, next monday. release of results. it's scary when you think of it. i got a bad feeling for it. and further more, no dreams regarding the results. i only dreamt that i forgot to take the papers for english ages ago. thats before o'levels. let's pray. ^^

STRONG BABY at music core

2009-01-03T23:01:00.000-08:00

hey sexy (crack crack crack crack)
tonight you know (crack crack crack crack)
i'm a strong baby (crack crack crack crack)
put on my jacket and then...

just finished watching strong baby performance. hahaha. seungri is hot okay.
white suit with a red rose. LOL.

we're finally almost done with the preparation for camp. yaye! haha. the performance is done too. big boy, weiting and i laughed our lungs out, while trying them out. so much fun. 3 brains are always better 1 brain. hahaha.

alright. i'm going out soon to check out on the course and go for a haircut. my fringe is like grass now man. pray. pray hard that my hair won't ruin or something. i don't want to whine about my hair later. oh please.

pray for me man. alright?

oh god. my seungri.

2009-01-01T16:20:00.000-08:00

hello! this is my very first post for 2009! haha.

i'm supposed to leave my house now. got to go school early in the morning. for your information, it's currently 8.20am. haha. i want to catch strong baby mv before heading to school you know you know. it's really sexy and hot. HAHA. Van! have you watch it? hurry go watch if you haven't. i waited for really long yesterday. it's pretty funny. cos heard that there would be bed scene or something. and it actually turns out to be seungri just lying on the bed at the beginning. amusing. lol. alright. i got to go. off to school in green!

once again, i'm determined to do so.

STRONG BABY

2008-12-31T00:00:00.000-08:00

We gonna say goodbye to 2008 in about 12 hours and 3omins time. aww.
2008 is pretty good. way better than 2007. haha.

and i'm jobless now again. wait. no one fired me okay. just that the contract ended on 25th. haha. it's good to sleep till late morning. or else, you've to wake up so early and squeeze with everyone in the bus. and no more stressful order taking. it's like you might make a small mistake which will lead to a dreadful consequence later on. for example, some nasty customers would come over and scold you"stupid" or give you some weird expressions, as if you have offended them. and your whole body would ach as if you just went for a world marathon. you would get bruises and cuts all over. you might get hit by a 4kg ham(which fall right up from the shelf) or a roughly 1.5kg pumpkin.

nice work.

i can't wait to get my pay man! got to wait till 15 jan. hope that i don't cry or what when i got my pay. because i would have received my o's results by then.

btw, two birds flew into my house and the room when i was using computer just now. and i was so shocked that i screamed and woke my dad up. how comical. but it's scary.

on monday, sbs music festival! according to van, it was really really big scale. and the good thing is seungri appeared so so so many times. but i didn't get to watch it live. ): so ended up watching on youtube. this maknae's solo stage is really hot okay! he was like "oh god"! van agree right? see. seungri is sexier than tabi! haha. STRONG BABY! gwangjoo's proud. i can't wait for his mv to be released. and jiyong and top performance(togther with dynamic duo) was awesome!

but but but..

yesterday, there was this kbs music festival too. and we can watch it on tv. but but but it was kinda of disappointing. ): most of the time was given to those ajusshi and ajuma. together with those trot songs. i missed so many shows just to watch that yesterday. but it turned out like this. tsk tsk.

its okay.
tonight is mbc's turn. i guess it will be better. and we gonna watch it at shikang's house. haha. going to countdown! and gonna spazz with van for the entire night over these. screams? lol.

let's welcome 2009!

entire week

2008-12-19T06:32:00.000-08:00

wow. i'm remaining in a very calm but foul mood. okay. don't make sense. but seriously. i'm not feeling good or well. and in fact, doing the games stuffs are making it worse. yes. my regret. lol.

i think my lifespan has shorten seriously. the people, things going on, and some whatever shit. haiyo, forget it. i don't wanna continue anymore. seriously not feeling good. i'm not pek chek or uncalm now. not what i used to be whenever i was pek chek. but seriously, find things ridiculous. yaye. we're superman! great four. lol.

you're really a ...(fill in the blank) person.

btw, BON VOYAGE CHUA! enjoy your trip! ^^ come back soon okay!

weird day. the shock you gave overcome the anger you gave

2008-12-13T07:46:00.000-08:00

i've to blog about today no matter how. its really a weird day.

i got to vent this. i've no one to tell and grumble to till now. damn nasty. she's a bloody hell wicked witch. yucks. no wonder no one likes you there. you're really unreasonable lah. you're the one who didn't get what i say, and you threw temper at me and sounds as if i'm at fault? hello! its you who misinterpret what i've said okay! i said the same things to rohanni yesterday, she got it right eh. she understood eh. so whose fault? you bloody hell even slam the door and the table. must be someone who is at middle age, but still not married. and going through menopause. HAHA. who will like such an unreasonable nasty man!?!

okay, i haven't been so mean with words for quite a long time. but i really can't take nasty. she's really ... yucks.

yesterday was really phew. i nearly gave a wrong item to a customer. fortunately, i opened it up to let the customer check. or else, i'll die and kena chop into pieces. and i only had one order for the first seven hours. then junhao was so helpful to say, "shi bu shi ni bu gou mei li(charm)?"
...
......
.........
but in the end, i got 12/13 orders yesterday! HAHAHAHAHA. ^^

but there's a damn cute baby. he was sitting in the pram, then his dad was placing order from me. and he just simply stared at me blankly, without any expression or even blinking his eyelids. haha. all he did was shake his head. so cute isn't it? haha. okay this is pretty random. hm. i'm waiting for my next off day, so i can meet my lovelys soon! ^^

(this is not referring to nasty)
first is anger.
second is shocked/surprised.
the shock you gave overwhelmed the anger you gave.
wow. you're amazing.
i don't understand.

seungri!

2008-12-12T07:59:00.000-08:00

생일축하합니다 이승현!

Saeng il Chuka Hamnida! Lee Seung Hyun!
Happy birthday 승리!
you're finally 18! ^^

my lovely maknae's birthday! (valerie eng yanzhi's love)

aww! VICTORY!

alright, i've to work alone for the next three day. ):

and i became the entertainment for mary and yihang for the entire afternoon. they had so much fun making fun of me. i was so so so embarrassed lah. junhao even asked, " why your face turn as red as tomato?" damn, ):

and a small boy gave me a scare today. his parents were shocked too. lol.

yihang and i with our hats. haha. we're at the pantry there slacking.

my off day!

2008-12-09T20:24:00.000-08:00

AHAHAHAHA

finally, my off day comes! ^^
i've been working everyday either from nine am to five/six pm or one pm to nine+ pm. and my active area is simply just my house and united square cold storage. and sees some really nasty customers. going to work really let you see different faces and different side of the world. but its still fun(chit chatting day long with yihang, gossips with mary, talking to those lovely breads and bananas. oh yah. not to forget the fuji china apple ^^) alright, this is getting boring.

and finally, get to rest and go out!! going out with BUG later. she's finally back a few days ago. then we'll head to school for the co camp. hope its not too bad. i'm back to the track these two days. its tiring. just leaving some traces on the old one. no time you know you know. it've been long since the last time i say "you know you know".

my pimple told me its going to live at that spot for sometimes. ): damn. go away. pimple is prohibited. and my fringe is longer now. oh finally.

tomorrow work

2008-12-01T08:12:00.000-08:00

ahn yeong!

i'm really tired now. woke up at six plus to travel to pasir for training. it's really early uh. and so jia en joined us for the job. but she's working at tanglin market place. and vanessa chua. still refused to join us as order taker, despite continuous persuasion. just because of a needle. haha. btw, i met vanessa, jiaen and niantee for dinner yesterday at jack's place. it's been long since the last time i met up with them. of course, it's fun and amusing( with constant laughters).

the training was pretty interesting. and i laughed out loud when i heard yihang's joke. "bone-out and bone-in" we even had food sampling. the food tasted good actually. especially my favourite fish, EEL FISH! haha. it's grilled somemore. my LOVE. haha.

and i hurried my way to korean class uh. today's lesson started out pretty well with tests and assignments. but wasn't feeling well in fact. ): and my toe hurts. because of the shoe. and i got to wear the shoes again tomorrow. first day of work tomorrow. i'm looking forward to it. haha. but i got to wake up early again. nine am for work. but at least its near. united square. it's been long since the last time i went there. i think almost ten years. HAHAHA.

and someone uh, said meet online tonight. and i was feeling rather guilty not to online. cos it's really late and there's no internet available for me. so came online just to postpone it. but that someone uh. didn't turn up as well. you're dead. LOL.

BON VOYAGE BUG! aww. she went for vacation to australia. have fun and enjoy your trip bug! remember BASKIN ROBBINS 31! haha. and don't kena squash by koala bears okay! (are there koala bears in australia btw?) oh yah. there is. my aunt bought me 2 koala bears(toy of course) from there. she'll only be back on 8th.

2 hours of journey

2008-11-26T05:29:00.000-08:00

i'm so not okay now.
damn it. after coming back home from yisen's birthday bbq, i didn't get to rest much. and hurried down for a sudden interview at city hall. and i was asked to head down to tampines giant for second round interview. it took me great length to get there okay.

oh and finally, it was over. but i just simply can't get home. it's a really dumb and tiring process. so i'm not gonna talk about it. but it took me 2 hours to get home when the actual duration is like 4omins the most. how great. so i was pretty pissed with myself, because i made myself suffer so much and starve myself. damn it.

i don't know why, but i just can't take it. tsk.
my big auntie is visiting me soon maybe.

happy birthday ziyu

2008-11-20T03:45:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIYU~!

SAENG IL CHUKA HAMNIDA! :D

(she's finally sixteen!!) haha.

celebrated lai's birthday yesterday at yuting's house. BBQ!! It's pretty fun, though we have to barbeque in the rain( with many many umbrellas). wenkai's hair turned slightly more brown than before. haha. you should swim more wenkai.

i'm so looking forward to seungri's movie on december~! :D

"Why did you come to my house"

congrats bigbang

2008-11-15T08:14:00.000-08:00

HELOO!

first of all, let me talk about this.
CONGRATS BIGBANG!
they are awarded with BEST MALE GROUP and ARTIST OF THE YEAR in mkmf award 2008.
hahaha. and top kissed lee hyori on the stage. i wondered what is van's reaction when she watches that.

um.. i finally received my order yesterday! HAHAHA. i was so so so excited. pretty happy yesterday. because i received my order and had my very first baskin robbins! its awesome! haha. but it would be better if i get to buy my blue heels. ): i realised, NEVER EVER HESTITATE FOR TOO LONG IF YOU WANNA SHOP. yes, i should have buy the blue heels the first time i spotted it. when like finally, i decided and went back to the mall to get the blue heels, NO SIZE! how great. ): same goes to my dress.

i want my blue heels.
hey sis, get me a pair of blue heels when you go hongkong alright.
you know you know. haha.

it was a fruitful trip in fact. i bought many many things. if no one stops me and i still got money, i would just simply continue shopping. the feeling is GOOD! :D

and internet just hates me. it disconnected for more than ten times?!?! pissed me off.

i can't wait for tomorrow to come!

oh yah. do i look like someone from thailand?( i look at myself from head to toe for many times, i don't see any)

alright. i shall post all the photos some other day. i'm too lazy to upload them. :D

a different mood

2008-11-11T00:49:00.000-08:00

AHAHAHA

i'm back with a different mood. :D after watching some episodes of We Got Married, i felt better in fact. and my muscles are aching due to continuous laughters. hahaha. the most important thing is i just received a reply from yesasia. like finally! for your information, i've been waiting for the reply since eleven in the morning. and now is almost five.

i'm glad that its still there. hahaha. as if i just lightened a burden. HAHAHA. but i seriously can't help it to worry. cos i was really looking forward to receive it ah.

okay, yes. i'm really happy now! cos i'm going for a shopping spree soon and no more worries about the next paper! hahaha.

oh yah. not to forget.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUTING AND JIANAN!

SAENG IL CHUKA HAMNIDA!

so sorry. i can't celebrate with you(s). haha. have fun! take care alright.

btw, we gave chua a birthday surprise in advance yesterday. its comical. all the photos with chong. haha

bye people! don't miss me. i'll be back soon. hm. like saturday morning? :D

(AH ~AH AH~ AH AH AH~AH AH) you know.

my order

2008-11-10T19:54:00.000-08:00

RAMMMMM!

damn it eh. i feel like slapping myself so hard. until today, after my order was shipped out for 6 days, then i realised, i made a mistake in my shipping address. and now i don't know where my order go? damn it lah! i'm still so excited over my order. and i'm like checking my mail once in a min. waiting for yesasia to reply me! oh god! hurry. made me worry so much. i should be receiving my order today or tomorrow the latest?!? and i spent like 9o bucks in total, and now i don't know where is it? walao.

but its still pretty obvious to send it to where what? i just made a really minor mistake. and its stupid. cos i typed too fast, i spelled Singapore as "sinapore". damn it lah!

so unhappy with myself eh. ORDER ORDER COME ON. let me receive it today! don't care the spelling error. and they haven't reply me yet. RAMMM!

i should be jumping up and down now, cos my very last paper is over. but my order is missing! i'm so worried and angry. with myself. :(

we got married

2008-11-07T04:09:00.000-08:00

haha. i'm so excited over the courses i'm going to sign up man! but the hole in my pocket is expanding day by day. ): i've to pay myself for 1 course okay. but the good thing about it is i'll feel the pinch and so no matter how, i'll attend all the lessons for the course. :D i can't wait man. haha.

spent the afternoon watching ,we got married. its really funny. i like the couple, solbi and andy. and the couple, inyoung and crown j, is HOT. hahaha. this keeps me occupy in fact. i still got a long way to go. good good.

btw, yesterday went town with bug. poor bug. she almost puked throughout. the toliet became her home yesterday afternoon. bug, i think you better not drink man jia le's milk tea anymore. haha. but she didn't go home empty handed. she bought the shinee world. and i got myself a shutter shade. RED! HAHAHA. i gonna bring it to bangkok. and do something to it. other than just wear it?

BY THE WAY! i just received the notification that, my BIG BANG album shipped out today. this means i gonna receive it very very SOON! hahaha. COME ON COME ON! quick. before i leave singapore on 12th. :D and bug, its not weird to do that lah. go order! quick! hahaha.

now i get things clear, and i promised, i won't make the same mistake again. never ever again.

Strong Baby

2008-11-05T01:19:00.001-08:00

HAHAHAHA.

Big Bang's 2집 - Remember is out! the album is super duper awesome! hahaha.

alright. i'm mad. because my another love, seungri, has a solo in this album ah! strong baby. :D

How Great!

and finally, we're only left with One Paper! Science MCQ! :D

but i think i kinda of screwed my HCL paper today, ): and i'm so LUCKY that i'm sitting beside a DUSTBIN! its okay to sit beside a dustbin, but provided it don't stinks. it seriously stinks ah. and i felt so uneasy to sit beside a smelly dustbin.

and ong shihui! you better look before you cross the road and don't do other things while crossing. zhen shi de. hahaha. :D

I'm Back!

2008-11-04T01:32:00.000-08:00

HELOOOO! I'm back! hahaha.

firstly, saeng il chuka hamnida, TOP!( bug's lovely Tabi)
생 일 축 하 합 니 다

choi seung hyun: has the same name as my another love, (besides my lovelies) lee seung hyun.

HAHAHA.
O's are almost OVER!
i can't wait for 11th nov, 9am, to come!

at that very second, my very last paper for o's ends! :D

i've many things to update ah. i'll be back after my very last paper ends. :D

kpop is total awesome

2008-09-26T20:10:00.000-07:00

"넌 그럴수록 행복해야돼 하루하루 무뎌져가네"
-하루하루Haru Haru

"I want Nobody Nobody but you"
- Nobody

HAHAHA. KPOP is total awesome!

its the only way to relieve stress uh. :)
good.
its really catchy uh. revolving round and round.

hm. my post is pretty boring uh.
but there's nothing much to talk about, besides 빅뱅!

WAIT WAIT WAIT! i finally know what i can blog about.

8 MORE SCHOOL DAYS TO 1Oth October!
a day whereby we'll graduate from zhonghua secondary school.
the school that we've been spending our time studying there for the past years.
i've no idea should i be happy or not.
happy cos no more spotchecks in the morning, no more getting scolded by our e7's lovely form teacher, mrs ang, no more avoiding teachers, no more tiring ssp, no more chucks of homework, etc
unhappy cos no more spending time with my lovely girls everyday, no more going to the toliet so frequent as if we've bladder problems, no more chit-chatting everyday, no more squeezing our brain juice so hard to find jokes to laugh about, etc

will you miss zhonghua?

17 MORE DAYS TO 16th October, O's.
HAHAHA. i think i'll be so dead eh. though i wish o's will be over soon, cos misery will end. but i scare i'll flunk my o's. and and and, what if on 16th October, i flunk my practical again? who will ever fail their Chem Practical uh? there is one. and its me. ): chem practical, QA, why are you so tough man?

and my english! oh please. give me a B3. a B3 will do. i'll be more than happy about it. i think i'll jump down from 1ooth storeys and survive if i get a B3 for english. cos i'm lucky.

and my humanities! please please please, paragraphings, links, points, statements, everything there. remember everything and get a distinction! HAHAHA.

okay. i promise i won't blog until o's are over.

Distinctions! I want nobody nobody but you!
yup. nobody.

How Great!

小妖怪

2008-09-20T19:47:00.000-07:00

heh. 小妖怪. you see i still bring you out to pee or not. tsk.
how stupid can it be to talk to a over-grown chihuahua at the void deck, when peple gave you weird stare. as if you're the weird one or psycho. furthermore, it IGNORED you and stood there, refused to move. heh. waste my time.

nevermind.

anyway, 승리 is sick i supposed! aww poor thing. i shall fly to korea and bring him see doctor! HAHAHA. anyone wanna sponsor me air-ticket? LOL.

BUT I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO GO KOREA! as in REALLY REALLY REALLY you know you know. ): it seems to be fun there. HAHAHA. not "seems to be", is "it is fun there" uh.

and i'm broke. ): how am i going to survive with 1o bucks for the rest of the month? 1o bucks. kill me please. manwon. wow.

2008-09-12T06:59:00.000-07:00

Dang! our class photo! the very clear uh. haha.
my mama and papa can't recognise which one is me.
): tell me tell me
how sad i can be man.
zhen shi de.
all of us looked grown up. LOL.

HAHAHA. it's SO SO SO SO SO SHUANG to slack the entire day! HAHAHA
and i watched seungri's manwon happiness.
i almost laughed my lungs out! LOL.

okay, goodbye. i think this is the limit.

rahh

2008-09-12T00:22:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA.

when's the last time you don't have to worry about the paper you're going to take the next day?
when's the last time you don't have to scratch your head till hair drops when you can't solve the question?
when's the last time you don't have to fret about squeezing so much information into your tiny brain?
when's the last time you can really take a nap in the afternoon, lying on your bed and relax?

HAHAHAH.
I had one today! :D

and here goes, BIG BANG! hahaha.
okay, no link. lol.

i think it's time for me to apply some don't know what cream around our eyes. lol. it's turning darker and darker day by day.

day by day HARU HARU! haha.

yawn. i'm sleepy. but something seemed to be holding back, stopping me from sleeping.
and you know what it is. BOOKS! rahh.

2o odds?!?!

2008-09-04T22:49:00.000-07:00

have been cooping at home for days uh. ):
don't like.

and and and you know what. my sister's friends thought i'm 2o odds adult when they saw my photo!!!! 2o odds adult eh!?!?! i really wondered which bloody photo they saw man. do i look like 2o odds?!? hello, i'm like only 16 uh. 16! not 2o odds okay! tsk. they even thought i'm my sister's older sister. walao eh! tsk. for your information, my sister is like already 24. do i look like someone who is older than 24? JOKE! JOKE OF THE YEAR! heh. look carefully, from head to toe. i look just like a 16. tsk. i'm not chao lao or whatever lah. don't like. heh.

or maybe is because of my fringe? ): i'm more tempted to go cut my fringe now. haiyo.

let me die uh. haiyo.

panick self

2008-08-23T01:43:00.000-07:00

oh god!
any saviour around? please fall from the sky right now! in front of my eyes.
my brain is breaking into pieces and i'm still having cramps since last night. i'm utterly irritated, angry with myself right now.

valerie eng yanzhi! you're a bitch man. right now, 2 days before your prelims, and you can't even study! you can't even complete your amath practice paper and finish writing your history notes when you have been doing that for the past few days.

i feel like screaming and just simply throw all the things on my table like a lunatic. yes. i'm mad. bloody hell. i'm trying to control myself not to swear. or whatever.

my mind is wandering around and rolling towards the things that i shouldn't vexed over at this point of time. walao. i feel like slapping myself. bitch eh.

i've no idea if i'm currently pms-ing or panicking while scratching my head until hair drops or both or none. i don't know. damn it.

valerie eng yanzhi, you're a total failure.
don't be shock if you flunk your prelims.
panick self.

oh well my oral uh

2008-08-19T05:42:00.000-07:00

blah. i screwed my oral upside down uh. i pronounced "athlete" as "a de lit". and i tried to correct myself immediately. but it's worse. my tongue tied. and and and i've no idea what crap i'm saying at the beginning of the conversation. walao. ):

roller coaster going on and on. my mood is going up and down like a roller coaster. blah.

i don't like. what's wrong man? tsk.

are things going well for you?

my hair

2008-08-02T06:06:00.000-07:00

hello. finally i went for a hair cut with ziyu and martin today. but my hair..

not much difference man. ):

BUT my ponytail is much shorter now, compared to before. xin tong uh.
okay. i'm not making sense. lol.

okay. back to some usual crap.

i feel damn guilty man. i've been out for both sat recently. not to study or what. but just plainly going out. tsk. valerie eng yanzhi HUI LAI BA! HUI LAI BA! zhen shi de. aiyo.

where's the momenturn man? okay. i must say "no" to computer and temptations from now on.

i'm not gonna use com for a period of time. so say goodbye! this is the only way to welcome As for my o's. yay man. haha. so i don't think i'll be using the com for this couple of weeks. hope for the better.

thinking too much ain't a good thing. it makes people confused.

why is it so hard to be one?): walao.
tell me how to be mean without feeling guilty at the end.
afterall, you're still my friend uh.

goodbye!

hello.

2008-07-27T06:29:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

i shall blog cos shihui asked me to. haha. see shihui. i blogged. haha. okay. i have to squeeze many many things to blog. or else, later shihui says my post is too short. haha.

okay. firstly, HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!
to lynn, joanne, tinnapop and aosheng. (:

secondly, tests are running towards us man. ): and lets mug. 4 more weeks to prelims. aiyo. time is pressing uh.

bring lunchbox to school man. like those primary school kids. haha. healthy uh. and most importantly, SAVE MONEY MONEY MONEY!

hm.. went to marina square with ziyu, aosheng, wangwei, martin, wenshu, kohjin, warren, yuet seng and darren. watched the dark knight. i was yawning throughout actually. damn tired uh. but still alright. but i kena shot many times. and i kena ignored by a small baby. tsk. i doubt there's any chance to step into town again before o's. woohoo! yaye! coop like a chicken. lol.

yaye! BIGBANG's album is coming out! woooo~! hahaha. BIGBANG BIGBANG BIGBANG!

yaye. no more big auntie. no more pimples please.

i need a haircut. yes yes. my fringe sucks. no curly fringe please. ):

recover from shock?

2008-07-13T06:58:00.000-07:00

hello. i'm worn out after studying for the entire day. and there's still a lovely si han awaiting. ):

there's a very weird feeling deep inside. why? i don't know.
have i recover from the shock? i don't know.
why didn't i feel as happy as i was?
i don't know. maybe cos the shock overwhelmed everything.

haha. i'm talking nonsenses again. weird pharsing. BLAH. my english sucks.
i don't wanna fail my english please.

aiya, i'm tired. tired=down=bad mood=bao zao= lose temper easily.

i really want to smile everyday, like spending this last 3 months with zhonghua people, especially them, happily, no worries. (:
only 3months left. the very last 3months. let's cherish them. yay!

no pms please.

replied

2008-07-07T05:01:00.000-07:00

hahaha. finally, i'm so not lazy enough to reply tags. LOL

TIFFANY: alright! hahaha. let's talk someday again. haha.
!JOANNE(: : okay! haha. i know you miss me alot. LOL.
huibing: relinked. (:
jiaNan: yah lah. so dao. smile more alright. or else, later even more mao. LOL. jk jk.
yisen: you look like a cat! HAHAHA.
jiaNan and yisen: -.-
VAN: nalbam nalbam gwisoon! HAHAHA.
SHERRY!: relinked. (:
FR: i did the tagged le. damn long lah.
TIFFANY: HELLO! :D
FR: is SEUNGRI! not sorry. ):
SHIYUAN: relinked. (:
anthia: ni kan le ah? wo ye yao. hahaha. anthia you damn mean eh. haha. still laughed so much.

yaye! completed. (:

hot-tempered

2008-07-07T04:44:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JES~!

saengli chukha haminda! (:

hope you love the presents and your day! haha. <3

i don't why am i so hot-tempered lately.. ):
or maybe, my temper is never good afterall.

valerie eng, you better calm down, i tell you.

yes, chill. don't be so hot-tempered. yes, (:

fengrong's tag

2008-06-29T07:33:00.000-07:00

this's really long. ):

* People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.*Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people!

1) If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- hm.. i'll find some place to hide and cry.. ): haha.

2) If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- too many to list uh.

3) What will your dream wedding be like?
- just be with the one i love?

4) Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- hm.. currently no. i know what i want. (:

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-being loved by someone i supposed. but loving someone is total love. haha.

7) How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- until a day that i'm able to really let go.

8) If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-just continue.. until someday. but just keep it to myself of course uh. but thats so sad man. HAHA.

9) Is there anything that's made you unhappy these days?
- YES! ): several things uh. for example, my 4cm!

10) Is being tagged fun?
- hm.. nah. its super long uh. ):

11) How do you see yourself in ten years time?
- being very successful in career and marry to someone i love. LOL. provided we're able to live till then.

12) Who are currently the most important people to you?
- my family. (: and friends.

13) What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- nice friend! provided don't pronounce my seung ri as sorry. (: haha. jk. same class for long uh! hello friend!

14) Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
- married but poor. rich but lonely ain't good.

15) What's the first thing you do every morning?
- try to get back to my bed. haha.

16) Would you give it all in a relationship?
- yes, definitely. i love the other party what.

17) If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- i don't know. blind deer you know you know. i've never ever experienced this before uh.

18) What type of friends do you like?
- hm.. those who treat me as friends too, treasure the friendships, click well with me! haha.

19) What type of friends do you dislike?
- hahahaha. tell you when i know. LOL.

you brighten up my day! (:

it means something to me

2008-06-26T08:55:00.000-07:00

i doubt anyone cry for his/her height. maybe i'm the first one to do so uh. maybe to you or anyone, it seems pretty stupid to cry for his/her height. i know it's ridiculous. but just can't help it. what to do?

I SHRINKS 4CM in 6 months! 4CM! 4CM!

if i'm tall, i won't even give a damn. but sadly, i'm not!

no one shrinks, isn't it? people says only old people shrinks. but i'm like only 16 eh. ):

hai. and it means something to me. ):
tell me what to do.
hey 4cm, can you please come back?

the race starts now..

killer

2008-06-25T06:44:00.000-07:00

tons of homework in a day is a total killer man. ):
stress, no stress. yay.
it's a race between you and me.

haha. short and sweet.

V is total Love. <3 aww. (:

understanding is the sweetest

2008-06-20T09:58:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE!

long time no see. HAHA. sounds pretty corny uh. i decided to blog this time just before turning in. you know you know. its kinda of late now. 早睡早起身体好. yup.

have been mugging lately. yay! this time shall be dead serious uh. cos not much time left. okay. i know i'm always saying the same usual thing, "time left ain't much so lets study and blah blah blah.."

BUT this time is really really different. DEAD SERIOUS. turn into real mugging. you know you know. i'm trying to lose interest in playing and so on. and soon, no more using of computer anymore. hope so uh.

i feel that i'm sort of 脱结. okay. pardon me. i don't know which jie. with what? i don't know. but just something not right uh. ):

and i wanna end off with this. understanding is the sweetest..

Alright. i'm going to sleep. my lovely bed. haha.
Good night. sleep early alright.. (:

2008-06-07T00:28:00.000-07:00

i'm supposed to blog these long ago. haha.

pictures speak thousand words. (:

wanni's birthday celebration!

2008-06-07T00:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIWEI

2008-06-04T06:30:00.000-07:00

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIWEI! (:

secondly, school's gonna end in 2 days time. WOOHOO! LOL. but the 2 weeks schooling are quite alright in fact. its quite fun with all those retarded things we did. haha. yay! let's study uh!

thirdly, take care LAI alright! poor love is sick again. get well soon jian qiang nu! (:

fourthly, i got feeling that my big auntie is coming soon. so i'm experiencing mood swings now. BUT BUT this time round, it's swinging to the happier side uh. HAHA. i'm feeling so happy for nothing. HAHAHA. LOL. oh. let's be happy man! aww. haha.

lastly, i feel something weird uh.

do what i say

2008-05-29T01:49:00.000-07:00

hm.. bloody hell. i just realised that sometimes i don't do what i say for certain things. walao. thats damn bad.

LETS DO WHAT WE SAY!

you know you know. words from your mouth didn't match actions you did. heh.

you're really fortunate, but you don't know.
this actually applies to everyone, isn't it?

i really need to buck up for my english.
my english sucks. ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANNI

2008-05-28T05:03:00.000-07:00

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY WANNI AND ZHI WEI!

oh! i haven't been blogging for long. HAHAHA.
there're many things to blog about. but i'm just too lazy to list out everything you know you know.

i'm still schooling man. nice one. haha. but time passed pretty fast excluding monday with 4 hours of chinese. i don't like. and and and we finally moved back to our classroom! hahaha. its very very FAR last time you know you know. but never mind. since we shifted back already. haha.

I WANT TO GO KOREA MAN! anyone wanna sponsor me or something? nevermind. i shall scrimp and save and go korea! HAHAHA. i'm so independent man. LOL.

i missed the thing..

love love baby love

2008-05-18T05:38:00.000-07:00

love everyone now!
I LOVE YOU!

there're so many natural disasters happening lately. and death toll is so high that it turns so scary. is the world ending? as in shi jie mo ri you know you know. having the thought that you're going to die in any time or just in a short years' time, how dreadful can it be. love everyone man. i love you. :)

i stay in love.

all out of a sudden, many things came to my mind huh. some pretty discouraging words that made you feel like jumping down. some pretty discouraging words that are trying so hard to lure your tears out. and they caused you to feel so dishearten and you really feel like giving up. sometimes, i really wonder why.

AHA! i'm getting a little ... :)

It's something more than saying "I miss you"

i stay in love

2008-05-16T05:49:00.000-07:00

its friday again! NICE LEARNING CARNIVAL MAN! its such a nice one with timed practices all the way man! hahaha.

i got a sudden crave on HOT FUDGE SUNDAE! AWW. haha. i intended to walk to hougang point and buy. but i walked halfway, i don't feel like eating anymore. so i turned back. but around 1 hour later, the crave is back! grr. i want to eat! hahaha. but its kinda of fattening huh. ):

i feel like vomitting lately. grr. why do i have such a weak stomach that always gives me problems? heh. i don't like! lol.

oh well! forget it.
i won't give a damn right?
yes. i won't. :)
erase everything. i need an eraser!

oh love!

2008-05-12T08:57:00.000-07:00

today is totally LOVE! aww. haha.

first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH PU!!! :)

gave ah pu a birthday surprise this morning with a cake at the doorstep. haha.

took 1o5 to far east with chong. its damn quiet there. cos its a weekday. early weekday. i like it! :D but don't have much shou huo huh. thats bad. then met ziyu, shihui and yuting at cine for a movie, iron man. initially i was going to fall asleep. but the lai beside me kept stomping her foot to hard that caused me to be awake. but overall, its a nice movie! haha. go catch it man! it worths the money.

and had subway for dinner. i'm a shu nu man! :) if you happened to work in a resturant or fast food or something, and yuting happened to be your customer, quit immediately! haha. LOL. kidding. and we had neo taking. haha. its llike century ago since the last time we took. aww. :D

shihui and ziyu left first and so we went back far east to shop. didn't really buy much in fact.

and chong and i bought a small lovely cake for our mama! though, mothers'day is already over, but i still think no matter how, there should be a cake. see. wo shi you liang xin de. i love my mama okay! :)

they kiss again

2008-05-10T18:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!!

i think i'm turning in soon. cos my eye bags are kinda of heavy huh. lol. i don't want to be like panzie! haha. yaye! i just finished the series, they kiss again. aww. see. my hot guy!

zheng yuan chang!

i think i looked like a retard. watching they kiss again from 4am in the morning. and cos some parts are really so sad that i cried. aww. okay. thats quite embarrassing. i really look like a retard crying in front of a screen lah. BUT never mind. being a retard for once. its okay i guess. haha.

went out with lai yesterday! to TOWN! haha.

its long since the last time i stepped into town. like some xiang ba lao you know you know.

and i had my longest meal in pepper lunch ever. just to waste time. :( here we go for movie. and look weird standing outside waiting for the movie for like 15 mins?!? and there was a weird uncle sitting beside me.

my childhood

2008-05-08T01:59:00.000-07:00

My childhood..

am i deprive of childhood?

oh. mid-year exams are finally over! but i screwed my social studies, amath and physics papers. grr. thats bad.and after my physics paper i was like wth. i whined for more than 3o mins over it. sorry chong. haha.

i have a hard time preparing and revising for mid-year exams. its just mid-year papers. i cannot imagine how tough it will be when it comes to o's. i don't like it. ;(

okay. let's enjoy this 5 days to the fullest. i doubt i have mood to enjoy after getting the results back, even if i have the time to.

and and and its time to move my feet again. get the half back. yes. and another 2. hahaha.

joke of the day: pizza hut became pizza "hard". hahaha.

i finally know the reason why.

cos there's no reason. :)

i want the stars up high in the sky

2008-05-02T19:21:00.000-07:00

i've been so lethargic for the past few days. :(

and i'm going to cough mylungs out! :)

germs are spreading rapidly in my house.

lai. see lah. stop spreading, you germs. :)

my craving on portugese egg tarts is getting stronger! lol.

and somehow, i think sunflower and portugese egg tarts look alike.

anybody wanna buy portugese egg tarts for me?!

not the right time

2008-04-27T03:58:00.000-07:00

*cough*

not the right time. walao. beforehand, i wished to fall sick so badly. but just too healthy. =.=
but but but, exams are round the corner then here come the germs to knock on the door.

HELLO WE'RE HERE TO VISIT YOU!

thats terrible.

hey germs go away! i want my egg tarts! :(
sick = no egg tarts! walao. LOL.
i shall eat more apples. :)
an apple a day keeps doctor away. :)

let's listen to birds chirpping non-stop! thats pretty random.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA! :)

can't be true huh. yes. it won't happen. :)
a joke a day, keeps sorrows away. yaye! lol. :D

grow up

2008-04-23T05:20:00.000-07:00

hm.. moodiness.

all out of a sudden, i think i am childish. yes. i am. i only realised at this time huh. many people told me this long time before. but i just didn't take it to heart. but i think i am. :(

i am already a 16 years old teenager. not a 6 years old kid. hello. grow up! yah. i will. i'll grow up.
grr. i suddenly think i am weird. oh god. weird huh? thats bad.

but but but do i look like a kid in appearance? maybe i behave like one. but i don't look like one right? i am just not as tall as others lah. but it doesn't means i look like a kid right? i was once being mistook as a sec one student by a teacher! wth. HELLO! i am sec 4 already lah. grr. its ridiculous! LOL.

i have a blank mind right now. HAHA.

you. : )

2008-04-19T07:55:00.000-07:00

have been mugging like hell recently. mid-year exams are coming. its just slightly more than 1 week away from the advance paper. thats bad.

haha. i realised that it 184 days away from olevels. 184 days. : )

i gonna back to study time soon. let's not sleep tonight. : D
my dark eye rings are increasing in size. and the colour seems darker.
hey eye rings! did you go sun tan recently without my permission? tsk tsk.
LOL.

原来我好像没有想像中的那么坚强
以前的我去了哪里？
i think i've changed a lot.
can i find you back?

voices

2008-04-15T02:19:00.000-07:00

hello. its raining cats and dogs outside now. i don't have an umbrella and i was drenched like a chicken.
shall get an umbrella next time.

oh shit. i am getting emotional lately. grr. no no no. maybe not emotional. but my mood is just pretty bad.

2.4 run yesterday. its was still alright. not as bad as last year. i almost died last year alright.

everyone hears every single voice everyday.
but not everyone has listen to their very own voice clearly.
the voice that is buried deep in your heart..
have you?

let's fly up to the moon! : )

unaccomplished

2008-04-13T05:26:00.000-07:00

oh dear oh dear. i feel so unaccomplished this week man.
went out to study on both saturday and sunday. but not much things were completed.
ahh! there shan't be a 2nd time of this to happen again. yes.

and i am so full now. shit. i think i gonna starve myself tomorrow. :(

and and and 2.4 run is just the next day! TOMORROW! i wanna kill myself man. pray hard i won't have stiches, cramps, muscle ach, ..etc tomorrow! oh please! :D no backache too! PLEASEEE!

you don't have to, do you?

some things are better off to keep to yourself

2008-04-12T06:21:00.000-07:00

:) its already saturday. time really flies. 5 days ago, ziyu and i were still mentioning that soon, friday would arrive. :) and now its already saturday. LOL.

okay. for the entire week, i was experiencing extreme mood swings. cos MY BIG AUNTIE IS HERE! but she's leaving already. thanks for visiting huh? but i don't miss you.

recently i realised something. i feel happier when somebody talks to me.
so i can just laugh like mad suddenly without good reason.
and feeling damn down the next moment. bear with me alright?

some things are better off to keep to yourself.

有你的地方　就有陽光　你總會在我身旁

pin xue?

2008-04-05T05:14:00.001-07:00

hohoho.

sports day yesterday was alright i guess.
but this year was kinda of short compared to the previous few times. time flies maybe. haha.
but its not really good to feel unwell huh?

my head has been spinning since yesterday huh. maybe cos i gonna fly! haha. LOL.

what kind of mood should i have?

heehee haha hoho

2008-04-02T07:24:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA!

shit man. i am feeling super high now. hahahaha. just feel like haha-ing for damn long. hahhahah. LOL. i need some place to finish up all the hahaha. LOL.

i tell you something.

heehee.

haha..

hoho...

i'm in the library now. right now is 1o. 26pm. : D the library extended their closing time to 1o.3opm. okay. the auntie's trying to chase me already. and you know what?

she said,

HAPPY BELATED APRIL FOOL!

HAHAHAHA. shit man. i'm getting even more hyper. LOL.
: D i am smiling to myself like a retard behing the screen! hahahaha.

what a retarded post this is! hahaha

unfriendly and anti-social

2008-03-31T03:55:00.000-07:00

heeheehee. hahaha. hohoho.

LOL. okay. hm.. i am still on the topic on my hair. especially my fringe. okay. thats pretty boring huh. but i simply can't stand my QQ fringe you see. somemore, its a bit portion of the fringe is QQ. wheras, the rest are STRAIGHT. how gross can it be you see. i am still thinking whether should i go have a hair cut today or not. but what if WHAT IF it turns out even worse? i will cry man. lol. okay. in conclusion, i am indecisive. bear with me alright.

and and and. i realised that i am getting real unfriendly and anti-social. x_x i have no idea why. walao. walao walao. ah. heck care. hopefully it will change back again real soon.

and and and. ms ng just reminded us that we're 5 to 6 MONTHS away from olevels. can you believe it? time really flies man. AHH! **panick* grr.

there're people who say due to global warming, time is passing faster than before. maybe if there're people who film one' daily life, when they talk or what in the past. then now they film the same person's daily life, when they talk or what. then they'll realised that nowadays, we're talking in twice the speed, compared from the past to now. hahaha. okay. i am talking crapshit. LOL.

this is quite a long post right? hm.. i forgot what i wanna say. LOL.

not my day

2008-03-29T19:31:00.000-07:00

grr. yesterday ain't my day man! i totally shang hen lei lei. can even fell when i was jogging. grr. i totally drained out yesterday. LOL.

going to school for meeting the parents session later. pray hard its not as bad as what i thought. or else, my mama'll slaughter me man. aww.

i am really tempted to cut my hair. especially my fringe. i don't wanna see some qu qu/cu cu ends at the fringe there when i am not supposed to have curly hair. it sucks okay. and i am also tempted to rebond my fringe again. hahaha.

tell me tell me
will i will i?

thats a miss.

grr. so nice of you huh?

2008-03-24T05:28:00.000-07:00

tee tee tee.

i don't know if i am happy or sad. walao. i can be so pissed off in a minute. but laughing like hell the next second. who's fault? yours lah. grr. i shan't keep thinking about it. valerie eng! stop thinking lah. your neh(s) shrinking already. (opps.)hahaha. LOL. shihui and ziyu said de. grr.

oh yah. there's chinese test tomorrow! good luck everybody and good luck val. : D

what random post this is. i guess can just simply ignore this man. hahaha. i am mad!

oh yah! happy birthday jolene and andrea! in advance. haha.

AHH! LET'S RUN! :D

can you don't like this?